NUMB

I
didn’t
think

It
would
be
like
this

Whatever
this
is

The Day After The Night Before

The come down
from seeing you
is a pain
I’ll always be
willing to endure

This heat is exhausting,
It’s too much for me to bear.
My feet feel like they are on fire,
Sweat dripping from my hair.

I sit and pray for some relief,
Perhaps a cool calming breeze.
Something to help me ease the pain,
A salvation from this awful disease.

I’ll look again,
if you like,
but I’m pretty
sure there’s none.

Fun, happiness,
joy, laughter,
I’m pretty sure
they’ve gone.

Batter me,
Shatter me,

I don’t matter, me.

Clatter me,
Scatter me,

I just don’t matter, me.

Whatever it is you expect,
I don’t have it to give.

As

Whatever it is you want,
I lost it long ago.

‘No one knows…’