"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
It is hard to accept
Death is the last
That nothing more
Will come to pass
There is no healing
Or making sense of it all
When you’re the one left reeling
On the other side of the wall
One Night In Heaven
Now
we’ll
never
hold
hands
again
Walk
in the
park
or
kiss in
the rain
That
only my
fading
memory
of us
remains
Just
breaks
my heart
and blows
my
brains
(Originally Posted 04.09.2020)
That’s it all done now
There’ll be no more
Or no less
Thank you for living
Through this with me
And not minding all the mess
‘Some bridges are meant to burn so you can never walk that path again’
– Abandon Ship
There is nothing
Left to do
There isn’t anything
Else to say
I just really
Fucking miss him
Every single day
Xxx
Your silence
Tells more of a story
Than your words
Ever could
If you no longer love each other
Then what’s the fucking point
Just staying together to destroy each other
Noses permanently out of joint
Why not just call it quits
As it’s clear neither of you tries
That has to be better than being miserable
Until one of the two of you dies
From all the articles I’ve found
And the many tips I’ve read
There’s no plan of attack
To win your lover back
When he is cold and dead
Under a
crushed
velveteen
skyI lie here,
alone,
and want
to die
With my self care
On the floor
The noose tightens
That little bit more
So
I
suppose
This
is the
part
Where
you say
goodbye
And
break my
heart
It’s
over
We’re
done
Now pick up
your shit
And get
gone
I think
we’ll
increase
your dose,She
said,To stop
you
feeling so
morose.I’ll
easily
give it
a try,I
said,But I’m
pretty sure
the end
is nigh.
Fall in
love with
me all
you likeBut don’t
think I
can love
you backThe
voices
inside
my headHave long
since put
a stop
to that
I woke
up crying
again today
So much so
I struggled
to breathe
How much
longer must
I endure this?
When is
there an end
to this grief?
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 