Two Faced

You will never beat me,

So please don’t even try.

I could choose to hurt you,

To really make you cry.

But I’m the better person,

Of that I have no doubt.

So just carry on with your bullshit,

Because you’ll never drive me out.

(Originally Posted 02.06.2019)

Getting Dressed

I could
put on
a smile

Or put
on a
dress

But why
should I
bother?

Who is
there to
impress?

Can I be arsed with this?

No.

Do I still have to go?

Yes.

Fuck.

I’ll smile today, for you.
But I won’t mean it.

I’ll laugh today, for you.
But I won’t feel it.

I’ll fake it every day, for you.
But you’ll never know it.