"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t know why
I was spared that day
And he was taken
Instead
But my life
Is hell without him
So I’d still
Be better off dead
Hindsight
If I
could
go back
to that
night
Knowing
what
I now
know
I would
hold you
in my
arms so
tight
And
never
let
you
go
Xxx
(Originally Posted 28.01.2020)
It’s such a shame to see
He said
They just never stood a chance
It’s their own fucking fault
He said
For ever believing in romance
In Loving Memory
The girl you knew is gone
She said
Killed by love itself
You don’t need to tell me
He said
For I dug her grave myself
(Originally Posted 18.01.2022)
To this day
He finds a way
To let me know
He’s near
True to his word
He makes sure
He’s heard
And his presence
Crystal clear
Xxx
Comforting
I don’t know what I’ll do
She said
When it’s time for you to go
You may never see me again
He said
But when I’m next to you
You’ll know
(Originally Posted 13.01.2021)
There’s no point explaining
What this one means
As I’d never get it right
But suffice it to say
I was blown away
By how I felt that night
Xxx
Big Star
The coincidence
Inexplicable
The evidence
Inadmissible
But I know it’s you
Xxx
(Originally Posted 13.01.2022)
Your question may have been rhetorical
She said
But I fear that you’ve angered fate
So you’d better take it back
She said
Before it proves to be too late
Shit Show
It
can’t
get
much
worse,
can it?
He
said
Than
the
year
that
has
just
passed
Well
you’ve
fucking
jinxed
it
now
She
said
That
you’ve
gone
and
bloody
asked!
(Originally Posted 02.01.2020)
You’ve had more
Than enough time now
To decide once and for all
What you need to do
Is just tell us now
So we can both prepare for the fall
On Tenterhooks
I really don’t care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you’d choose
(Originally Posted 05.12.2020)
I have long wanted to end it all
But you were always so full of purpose
As most can attest
Fate is a fickle mistress
But did she really have to curse us?
Do You Hear Me?
I’m still angry
You see
That you died
Before me
It’s just not
The way
It was meant
To be
Xxx
(Originally Posted 21.08.2020)
You just have to learn to accept
She said
That it is whatever it is
Fuck whatever it was
He said
There must be more to it than this
Tell me
Who it works out for
In the end
And don’t lie
Because I’ll know
You were always going to die
Before me
We were resigned to that fate
But it shouldn’t have been
When you were forty five
And I was thirty eight
Xxx
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
We’ll never be anything more
Than what either of us had hoped
So
this
was
always
the plan
then,
was it?
To
spend
my life
all on
my own
Well
you can
fuck
your
destiny
bullshit,
my friend
Put
that
on my
gravestone
Was it you
That was
The one
For me
But a future
Between us
I just
Could not see
I suppose
That now
None of that
Even matters
For you’ve
Moved on
While I’m left
In tatters
I do
appreciate
what
we’ve
got
But
lament
what
could
have
been
You
and
me
together
forever
With
nobody
inbetween
If I
could
go back
to that
night
Knowing
what
I
now
know
I would
hold you
in my
arms so
tight
And
never
let
you
go
Xxx
It’s all
just so
fucking
bizarre
How the
tables
have
turned
With
things
now as
they are
And
what we
both have
learned
When
the
day
comes
for
you
to
find
me
Please
remember
to
lock
the
door
behind
me
It’s what
keeps us
togetherForever
Destiny or
free will?
Fate
or luck?
Either way,
I have to say,
I couldn’t
give a fuck.
Fuck you,
cruel world,
fuck youNo-one
deserves
this shit
Why isn’t
it me,
she asks,Why can’t
it be us?For I
already
love another,
he says,As her
dreams
crumble
to dust.
I’m just sitting here,
Waiting it out,
Biding my time.
Soon,
The axe will fall.
And it’ll all be over.
Thankfully.
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 