Thank you
For being
Nice to me
Thank you
For being
So kind
I’ll keep
What you said
Inside
My head
And leave
All the shit
Behind
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Thank you
For being
Nice to me
Thank you
For being
So kind
I’ll keep
What you said
Inside
My head
And leave
All the shit
Behind
Heavy is
The head
That wears
The crown
Heavy is
The heart
That’s been
Let down
It matters not
In the end
If from a woman
Or a man
Sometimes
All you can do
Is to take
Whatever you can
I just thought
I’d call
He said
To check
That you’re ok
You are
So very kind
She said
To care for me
That way
I’ll also ask
While I’m on
He said
If there’s anything
I can do?
I’m sure
I’ll be fine
She said
To me this
Is nothing new
I love to spend
Time with you
Just chatting
Is so much fun
But if I think
Of us both in bed
All I can see
Inside my head
Is how quickly
That spark
Would be gone
I don’t know
If all that’s true
But it’s nice to hear
Your point of view
As she wound her way
To the dancefloor
With a drink held tight
In each hand
I knew there and then
That we’d be friends
In ways no-one else
Would understand
The problem with me
Is you
I did everything
To please you
All I could
To win you round
Including
It seems
Ruining
My dreams
And running myself
Into the ground
Preferable
I’d
rather
sit
And
tear
out my
hair
Than
waste
another
minute
Hoping
you’d
care
(Originally Posted 26.01.2020)
I can’t help you anymore
He said
My mind is too conflicted
I completely understand
She said
This day I predicted
All My Fault
If there was
another way
of dealing
with this shit
I wish
now that
I could’ve
chosen it
Then I
wouldn’t have
relied so
much on you
And your
heart wouldn’t
also be torn
in two
(Originally Posted 18.09.2019)
I’ve been trying so hard
To be honest with you
To believe what I say
And mean what I do
But as I have struggled
This I know to be true
I must always and forever
Fake it with you
For You
I’ll smile today, for you.
But I won’t mean it.
I’ll laugh today, for you.
But I won’t feel it.
I’ll fake it every day, for you.
But you’ll never know it.
(Originally Posted 16.04.2019)
It was always your choice
To intentionality decieve
Just like it was mine
To pack up and leave
I should have trusted you
She said
And let you through the wall
I didn’t try hard enough
He said
In fact I didn’t really try at all
I couldn’t care
Any less
If you cared
Any more
For nothing now
Can stop me
From walking
Out this door
Don’t come crawling back now
Amazed at what you find
For I’m the one
Who carried on
When you left me behind
Confusion reigns
As my head struggles to explain
What I feel inside my heartSadness remains
As with all encompassing pain
I hate that we have to part(Originally Posted 06.07.2019)
I sometimes wish I cared
About everything you said
But as I’ve already declared
I’ve no tears left to shed
He
really
loved
you,
you
know
Like
only
a true
friend
can
I
know
I was
his
woman
But
you
were
definitely
his man
If I was ever anything
It certainly wasn’t fake
So if you think that’s true
After all I went through
Then that’s your mistake
Love me a little
Hate me a lot
At least I’m not the one
Who thinks they won
Pretending to be someone they’re not
How
long
will
you
Be
here
for
me
When
your
own
tradegy
strikes
What
will
happen
To
our
love
When
your
reality
bites?
Well
I guess
that’s it
Our
time
has
passed
But
no one
can say
It
hasn’t
been a
blast
I’ll
take
your
hand
If
you
are
frightened
I’ll
hold
you
hair
If
you
get
sick
I’ll
even
lead
you
To
the
path
of
enlightenment
If
you’re
really
fucking
quick
Love’s
young
dream
we
weren’t
We
were
hardly
even
the
old
But
if
we
met
again
I’d
still
be
your
friend
If
the
truth
be
told
Both
of us
here
Both
of us
there
Both
of us
against
the world
Without
a fucking
care
I’m
sorry
for
what
I did
I’m
sorry
for
what
I said
I’ve
been
an
utter
arsehole
Given
that
he
is
dead
I wish
you were
with me
Gently
squeezing
my hand
Providing
me with
comfort
Helping me
understand
Time
was
you
would
comfort
me
And
things
would
be just
fine
But
now it’s
much
too late
for that
As
we
both
crossed
the line
It’s
hard
to
know
which
is
which
When
you
can
be
such
a
bitch
So
what
is your
plan
He
asked
Where
do we
go from
here?
I
haven’t
got a
clue
She
said
Shall
we
just
disappear?
I just
want
you to
know
He
said
That
I don’t
like you
anymore
Please
join
the
queue
She
said
After
all, I’ve
been here
before
Out of
everyone
it could
have been
I didn’t
expect
it to
be you
I thought
you’d be
with me
forever
Not be
first
in the
queue
I wish
that
I could
tell you
more
But
I know
I am
not
allowed
For
our
moral
code
dictates
That
my
feelings
I must
enshroud
I suppose
I should
have
askedIf you
really
were
okBefore
I put our
friendship
on blastAnd
again as
I walked
away
It was
exactly
one year
ago
That we
were all
sat in
that tent
But there
was only
one who
truly
listened
To my
broken
hearted
lament
From that
day we’ve
kept in
touch
Developing
connections
of our
own
That’s
because
you chose
both of us
To reap
from the
seeds you
had sown
Will you
catch meWhen I
fall?Or am I
not worthThe effort
at all?
Let’s
all
raise
a glassAnd
make a
drunken
toastTo all
those
cruel
bastards
out thereWho
claim
they
love us
the most
Neither of
us knows
If the life
we chose
Will work out
for the best
Don’t
expect
me to
be shockedOr to
go off
on one
half cockedFor I
know this
is where
it endsAnd why
we can
no longer
be friends
People leave.
Fact.
Now it’s
time
for me
leavePlease
don’t
make a
fussIt’s not
the end
of the
worldIt’s
just
the end
of us
If there was
another way
of dealing
with this shitI wish
now that I
could’ve
chosen itThen I
wouldn’t have
relied so
much on youAnd your
heart wouldn’t
also be torn
in two
You can request
my friendship
all you likeBut it’ll
never be
acceptedYou can send,
send and
send it againBut it’ll
always be
rejected
Life
has been
so much better
without
your bullshit
in it
Now
I know
for sure
I’ll soon be
removing you
from it
You might
not be
speaking
to me
But I know
you’re
speaking
about me
That
means
I win
Admit it.
You hate this as much as I do.
It’s what keeps us together.
You can
keep your
feigned apology
For your
friendship
now means
nothing to me
I shall
live without
you merrily
Waiting for
the day
everyone
will see
Just how
wicked and
cruel you
can be