If I was ever anything
It certainly wasn’t fake
So if you think that’s true
After all I went through
Then that’s your mistake
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If I was ever anything
It certainly wasn’t fake
So if you think that’s true
After all I went through
Then that’s your mistake
😧😧😧
I wince when I describe to my therapist some of the really bizarre perceptions of family members about my emotions or intentions, and some of your experiences like this just hit home as equally or more distressing. A misinterpretation at least as severe. And I can see your pain from it, and I think the way that you’re deliberately pushing back on the instinctive urge to defend/justify your suffering— a concept which is so bizarre especially when you’re talking about justifying your suffering for things like grief/abuse. 🤷♂️
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I guess sometimes navigating the past cna be harder after the fact 🖤
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Yeah! You’re right, it feels like that sometimes especially with childhood stuff. 💙
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Yup 😔🖤
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Thank you for the comment my friend.
I hope you will understand I have removed it from my comment thread as your experience is a sensitive one for myself and may also be triggering to others who read my blog.
I wish you well.
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