Watching you
From afar
I can see
Just why you’re hated
Parading around
As the victim
In a situation
You fucking created
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Watching you
From afar
I can see
Just why you’re hated
Parading around
As the victim
In a situation
You fucking created
I’ve seen what lurks
Inside you
Despite what you’re trying
To show
And it’s clear, in fact
Your crawling back
Just confirms what
I already know
I watched you tonight
Schmoozing the crowd
All good-natured
And affable
Yet I’ve seen you inside
Where there’s nowhere to hide
And the difference
Is fucking laughable
Full of your own
Self importance
Never short
Of a winning performance
You had vanity at your core
All those years
You implored us
Until that day
We saw your distortions
And I walked out the door
I’m Fine Thanks
I’m sorry you think I’ve missed you
As I haven’t given one fuck
If you thought you mattered
And my life is shattered
Well then, you’re shit out of luck
(Originally Posted 20.12.2021)
I don’t think
I meant this
As me being
Hard done by
I think it
Was more
To show
At my core
That I’m actually
Not a good guy
Unfair
I never
get what
I want
Let alone
what I
deserve
(Originally Posted 14.12.2019)
I realise now
Your intentions back then
Were not quite
So well-meaning
All I can hope
Is that some other dope
Doesn’t fall victim
To your scheming
Already Grown Up
Come
with me,
he said,
take my
hand.
I’ll fly us
away to
Neverland.
I’m sorry,
she said,
but there’s
no way
I can.
Please
say that you
understand.
(Originally Posted 26.09.2019)
Look out for each other
That’s what you said
Be considerate and kind
Well you never did
When you left me for dead
Whilst I slowly lost my mind
I don’t know
If I can forgive you
For all the pain
And hurt
It’s not that we
Can’t be friends now
But more I don’t think
We ever were
I know
It comes across
Like I am rapacious
Between the sheets
But believe me
When I say
My tongue is firmly
In my cheek
For someone who doesn’t care
You sure do talk a lot
You can wear
Flowers in your hair
Use your words
So elegantly
But it matters not
I couldn’t care a jot
For you’ll always be ugly
To me
In the beginning
I would always try
To be as honest as I could be
But in the end I fell
So far from the truth
That the line was a dot to me
It’s all too easy
To slip into
This ‘everything is ok’ soundtrack
But you and I both know
It’s all just pretend
Because you’re never coming back
Xxx
One minute I’m up
But then the next I’m down
It’s really hard
To fake this smile
When it’s easier to frown
Go ahead and cry
Motherfucker
I really wish you would
For we’ll see tomorrow
If this little stage show
Has done you any good
Fuck you death
She said
You really don’t scare me
That’s what you all say
He said
But through your lies I see
Tell yourself you’re moving on
And they might just start
To believe it
But you and I know
This is all just for show
As you’re still drowning
In shit
Always
laughing
and
joking
Smiling
on
the
outside
While
all the
time I'm
choking
On the
emotions
I'm trying
to hide
Looking through old photos
It’s only now I’m struck
By how much your eyes
Betray your lies
And your smile is fake as fuck
You're
no fun
anymore
He
said
What
happened
to you
my friend?
I was
never
fun
before
She
said
All
that
was
just
pretend
If I was ever anything
It certainly wasn’t fake
So if you think that’s true
After all I went through
Then that’s your mistake
Love me a little
Hate me a lot
At least I’m not the one
Who thinks they won
Pretending to be someone they’re not
I’m
pretty
good
at it
nowHiding
all
my
flawsThank
God
you
don’t
seeThe
real
meThe
one
that’s
such a
fraud
It
didn’t
mean
anything
thenAnd
it
certainly
doesn’t
nowSo
stick
your
apologyUp
your
arseYou
spiteful
little
cow
I know you better
Than I know myself
So please stop trying
To be someone else
Kindness
lives
within
you
He
said
Of
that
I am
the
judge
Then
by all
means
try to
find it
She
said
Beneath
the
fucking
sludge
Sorry
I’m
not
jumping
with
delightBut
I’d
prefer
to be
alone
tonight
If
you
weep
a little
louder
They
might
hear
you
at the
back
Just
don’t
expect
that
I’ll
listen
As
on me
your
tears
fall
flat
Give
me a
thumbs
up
And
I’ll
give
you
two
All
whilst
silently
Whispering
fuck
you
‘Very few of us are what we seem…’
– Agatha Christie
Lying to
myself
is bad
enough
But
lying
to you
hurts
more
But
there’s
no way
I could
be truthful
That’s
for
fucking
sure
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