Out of
everyone
it could
have been
I didn’t
expect
it to
be you
I thought
you’d be
with me
forever
Not be
first
in the
queue
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Out of
everyone
it could
have been
I didn’t
expect
it to
be you
I thought
you’d be
with me
forever
Not be
first
in the
queue
I wish
that
I could
tell you
more
But
I know
I am
not
allowed
For
our
moral
code
dictates
That
my
feelings
I must
enshroud
I suppose
I should
have
askedIf you
really
were
okBefore
I put our
friendship
on blastAnd
again as
I walked
away
It was
exactly
one year
ago
That we
were all
sat in
that tent
But there
was only
one who
truly
listened
To my
broken
hearted
lament
From that
day we’ve
kept in
touch
Developing
connections
of our
own
That’s
because
you chose
both of us
To reap
from the
seeds you
had sown
Will you
catch meWhen I
fall?Or am I
not worthThe effort
at all?
Let’s
all
raise
a glassAnd
make a
drunken
toastTo all
those
cruel
bastards
out thereWho
claim
they
love us
the most
Neither of
us knows
If the life
we chose
Will work out
for the best
Don’t
expect
me to
be shockedOr to
go off
on one
half cockedFor I
know this
is where
it endsAnd why
we can
no longer
be friends
People leave.
Fact.
Now it’s
time
for me
leavePlease
don’t
make a
fussIt’s not
the end
of the
worldIt’s
just
the end
of us
If there was
another way
of dealing
with this shitI wish
now that I
could’ve
chosen itThen I
wouldn’t have
relied so
much on youAnd your
heart wouldn’t
also be torn
in two
You can request
my friendship
all you likeBut it’ll
never be
acceptedYou can send,
send and
send it againBut it’ll
always be
rejected
Life
has been
so much better
without
your bullshit
in it
Now
I know
for sure
I’ll soon be
removing you
from it
You might
not be
speaking
to me
But I know
you’re
speaking
about me
That
means
I win
Admit it.
You hate this as much as I do.
It’s what keeps us together.
You can
keep your
feigned apology
For your
friendship
now means
nothing to me
I shall
live without
you merrily
Waiting for
the day
everyone
will see
Just how
wicked and
cruel you
can be