Why even try
In the end
Why bother
To believe
There’s just
Disappointment
And a lack
Of enjoyment
No matter what
We try to achieve
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Why even try
In the end
Why bother
To believe
There’s just
Disappointment
And a lack
Of enjoyment
No matter what
We try to achieve
I really tried
Hard today
But nothing ever
Goes my way
Even when I pretend
I’m okay
Things fall to shit
Anyway
It’s not that I don’t trust
The fortuitous hands of fate
But I would just prefer it
If I didn’t have to wait
With my head left reeling
I can’t help but feeling
It’s not worth it,
Anymore
We must catch up sometime
She said
I miss spending time with you
If that was all I had at home
She said
Then I would miss me too
Why the fuck
Would you stay
When you know
That shit
Is not okay
There has to be
Some other way
For you
To leave
Without delay
I don’t think
I’m entirely blameless
I’m not that
Self absorbed
Or shameless
But it wasn’t my doing
Nor was it my fault
That things came to such
To an abrupt halt
I said some things
That were unkind
But in my defence
I had lost my mind
Whereas her behaviour
Had no justification
She practically revelled
In my flagellation
So when it comes
To my ‘tirades’
At least it’s with words
And not razor blades
The Tirade
Don’t stop me now
I’m on a roll
Saying my piece
Letting this shit go
It was you who did this to us
You see
You’re the arsehole here
Not me
(Originally Posted 08.02.2022)
No one could ever accuse me
Of division or discrimination
For I can pour my vitriol
Without any kind of limitation
Fact
Oh,
I don’t
just hate
you
I
hate
everyone
(Originally Posted 23.10.2019)
I guess I am
A misanthrope
Born as I was
Devoid of hope
Destined across
The world to mope
Forever trying
To avoid the rope
Misanthropic Me
People
never
cease to
disgust
and
disappoint
me in
equal measure
Perhaps
that’s
why my
life is
full of
discomfort
and
displeasure
(Originally Posted 09.10.2019)
You don’t know how I feel
You don’t have a fucking clue
And if you think
We’re in the pink
Then I’ve got news for you
I can’t take any more of this
You’re really hurting my head
So please stop talking
And just start walking
Leaving me the fuck alone instead
There it goes
The last glimmer of humanity
Flushed down the bog
Along with my sanity
Remember when I told you
I wished that I was dead
And you thought it was all
Just nonsense in my head
Well maybe now you’ll realise
You will finally get to see
The worst thing that you ever did
Was not to believe me
Why is everything so fucking bleak with you
He said
Why can’t you just stop moping around
For my melancholy is lifelong
She said
And no cure can be found
If I had the words
I would speak them
But you were lucky
I did not
It will always be
My deepest regret
I never gave
As much as I got
You’re like an itch
That even though
I scratch until I bleed
Will not go away
All that time
I blamed myself
When you were the one who lied
You have no idea
How much I wish
It wasn’t him, but you, who died
I didn’t ask for your opinion
In fact you’ve got a cheek
Now kindly piss off
You supercilious toff
Or I’ll knock you into next week
You have no heart
You have no soul
Just crawl back
Into whatever hole
You came from
And die, motherfucker, die
(Originally Posted 03.08.2019)
I keep thinking I’ve forgotten something.
And I have.
You.
(Originally Posted 23.05.2019)
We can
never
let
ourselves
forget
She
said
That
the
worst
is often
yet to
come
For
crying
out
loud
He
said
How
fucking
long
Are
you
going
to
bang
this
drum?
You’d never burn in hell
Would you?
You’re far too cool for that
Shame, really
As it’s all you deserve
For being such a twat
You can fuck off now
I’ve had enough
I no longer care
For this selfish stuff
But you should know
And I mean to be blunt
Maybe I wasn’t always right
But you were always a cunt
If we
went
down
to the
woods
todayThere
would
be no
big
surpriseFor
you
and
I knowWith
just
one
blowI’d
leave
you
bleeding
between
the eyes
The
candle
grows
dimmer
As my
patience
wears
thinner
Whilst
I wait
for the
steel
to bolt
My
temper
a simmer
As
you
think
you’re
the
winner
Yet I
plan my
peasants’
revolt
Remember
When you said
You’d never leave me
And you lied?
Well,
Fuck you
Go
on
then
Take
your
cheap
shots
You
fucking
one
hit
wonder
We’ll
soon
see
If
it’s
you
or
me
That
ends
up
six
feet
under
He
reaches
over for
my hand
Thinking
that
I’ll
understand
But
I don’t
He’s
hoping
that
I will
be grand
Living
in this
no man’s
land
But
I won’t
Is
that
it
now
Are
we
finally
done?
As I
would
like
to go
out
now
And
have
a bit
of
fun
What
will
it
cost
To
see
you
off
And
for
you
never
To
return
Whatever
it is
I’ll
take
that
hit
For
a life
Without
concern
If
your
decision
is already
made
Why
are
you
asking
me?
Just
take
your
patronising
questions
And stay
the fuck
away
from
me
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