Drive away
If you dare
Just don’t think
That I’ll care
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Drive away
If you dare
Just don’t think
That I’ll care
This is not our goodbye
It’s just a fond farewell
For we both know
We’ll meet once more
As we both burn in hell
You will never beat me,
So please don’t even try.
I could choose to hurt you,
To really make you cry.
But I’m the better person,
Of that I have no doubt.
So just carry on with your bullshit,
Because you’ll never drive me out.
(Originally Posted 02.06.2019)
‘Choppy waters ahead, Captain, but I see dry land on the horizon’.
‘Drop anchor here then, Sailor, for I’d prefer to die in the storm’.
(Originally Posted 27.03.2019)
One step
Two step
Three step
Four
Just
Keep
Walking
To
The
Door
Five step
Six step
Seven step
Eight
You
Will
Never
Be
My
Soul
Mate
And
fuck
you
tooI’ve
never
been
happierSince
I got
rid of
you
So I’ll walk away
And say cheerio
To the girl
I used to know
Your house isn’t the problem.
You are.
Goodbye,
See you later,
It’s such a shame
That you can’t stay.
Thank fuck you’re gone,
And now I’m alone,
As I never liked you
Anyway.
Maybe
it’s
because
I can’t
be there
Or
perhaps
it’s
more
I just
don’t
care
For
now
that my
confidence
has
grown
I’ll
spend my
birthday
home
alone
If
you
weep
a little
louder
They
might
hear
you
at the
back
Just
don’t
expect
that
I’ll
listen
As
on me
your
tears
fall
flat
Those
words
you
spoke
so softly
are etched
upon my
brainA
permanent
reminder
that I
fucked
things
up
again
So
I
suppose
This
is the
part
Where
you say
goodbye
And
break my
heart
It would have been quite easy
Had you wanted to commit
To just imagine for a second
What it’s like to go through it
But in the end you chose not to
Which leads me to be blunt
Because of the things you did not do
You really are a cunt
I’ve been
getting old
for a
while now
Physically
everything
hurts
And having
to deal
with your
bullshit
Was just
making
it worse
So it’s
goodbye
to all
of you
And your
passive
aggressive
nonsense
I’ll now
live out
the rest
of my life
Emancipated
and content
Tell him
this pill is
too bitter
to swallowTell him
we still
have time
to borrowTell him
I’ll never
cope with
the sorrowTell him if
he takes you
to expect
me tomorrow
It is with a heavy heart
And a mournful sigh
That the time has come
To say our goodbye
I’ll always be eternally grateful
For everything you’ve done
Your love has taken away my pain
And left me with none
I’m not sure how I’ll feel when I’m forced to remember you, tomorrow.
Forced to remember those torturous nights.
Forced to remember those heart breaking conversations.
They were so private, so personal, so intense.
Those words only ever destined to leave your lips and reach my ears.
There will be others there that feel the same way about their loved one, I’m sure.
And there will be others there just to watch. To steal someone else’s story to tell as their own.
Fuck them.
I’m not sure how I’ll feel when I’m forced to remember you, tomorrow.
I just wish you were still here.
And that I didn’t have to go.
‘I hope you get all you want from life…
…sex, drugs and rock & roll etc’