Thinking back
To that night
A split decision
And your plane
Took flight
If I’d known then
What I do now
I’d have grabbed
Your hand
And never
Let go
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Thinking back
To that night
A split decision
And your plane
Took flight
If I’d known then
What I do now
I’d have grabbed
Your hand
And never
Let go
I wonder
Where
You are
Tonight
And if
You ever
Think of me
Or do you
Just
Lay there
Her hands in
Your hair
As you sigh
Contentedly
What do you do
When you want to be touched
But you don’t really like
People very much
What do you do
When you want romance
But you’re in no way inclined
To give anyone a chance
Well, here’s what I do
I just stay in bed
And spend all day feeling
I’d be better off dead
I knew as soon
As we touched
All wasn’t
What it seemed
Yet it still hurt
My heart
When I woke
With a start
To realise
It was a dream
As I sit here
And nurse
My beer
Full of sorrow
And regret
I realise
I’ve never
Loved anyone
As much as
The man
I’ve never met
I hope you don’t mind me asking
He said
But do you think of me
At all?
I’ll remember that night forever
She said
But the rest
I can’t recall
I held you once
In my arms
Yet you slipped
Right through
My fingers
Now my heart burns
For your return
As the touch
Of your hand
Lingers
All those memories
Good and bad
Making me smile
Driving me mad
Yet lying here
It makes me sad
As we never knew
Quite what we had
The Old Days
Waking along
this empty street
Splashing puddles
with my feet
I remember when
we used to meet
And my broken heart
skips a beat
(Originally Posted 05.12.2019)
Ultimately,
I can’t
come
back
For an
earthly
body,
I now
lack
But
regardless
of that,
you should
know
I’ll
always be
with you,
wherever
you go
Love Lost
If I
promise
to love
you
more
Than
I ever
did
before
Would
you
come
back
to me?
Xxx
(Originally Posted 16.08.2020)
‘If I can’t love her
Let the world be done with me.’
I know
You know
I like you
But I know
You don’t know
How much
With skin
As tough as leather
And a heart
That’s lined with lead
I wander out
Into the night
To find something else instead
Every time you send a pic
It breaks another piece of my heart
You’re having fun
And you deserve a ton
But it hurts that we’re so far apart
‘The trouble is,
You think you have time’
– Bhudda
Do you still think of me, I wonder
Like I still think of you
Or ever since you moved away
Have your feelings gone astray
And now you just make do
If only you’d ask
I would say yes
My undying love
I would confess
Alas it seems
I must somehow
Bide my time
At least for now
In the shadows
Is where we’ll meet
To forever dance
Cheek to cheek
Lying in bed
Late at night
I turn over
With a sigh
I reach out
With my hand
But it’s empty
Where you’d lie
Xxx
I walked past your house
Every day
But never knocked the door
—–
I watched as you passed
Every day
And always hoped for more
‘You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I’ll ask for the sea…’
I woke up alone again today
Going over the words we spoke
Another day without you here
Really is a fucking joke
Xxx
When he asked if she was OK, she smiled and nodded her head.
She didn’t have the heart to tell him she wished that she was dead.
When he brushed the tears from her eyes, she winced and turned away.
She didn’t have the heart to tell him she wished that he could stay.
When he held her for the last time, she knew she would get her wish.
She didn’t have the heart to tell him she’d already planned for this.
(Originally Posted 23.06.2019)
I hear her calling my name,
Luring me to the murky depths.
Her song, beckons me.
Her promise, tantalises me.
I am compelled to listen.
I am urged to respond.
But she is all the way out at sea,
And I never learned to swim.
(Originally Posted 23.04.2019)
Don't look at me that way
If you can't back up
What your eyes betray
(Originally Posted 22.03.2019)
It's like I'm an alien.
Cast adrift on the wrong planet,
Slowly waving cheerio to the spacecraft as it departs.
'Please, don't leave me behind...'
(Originally Posted 06.03.2019)
I can bear most things in life
But it kills me every time
To know no matter what I do
You’ll still never be mine
I
wish
that
I could
give
youWhat
it is
that
you
want
me toIt’s
not
that
I wouldn’t
like itBut
more
that
I don’t
have
a clue
Can we go back
To a simpler time
When I was yours
And you were mine?
Time passes
Like a dream
In my mind
As I remember
Everything
I’ve left behind
Another summer
Without my lover
For he was taken away
Another summer
Without my lover
For he wasn’t allowed to stay
If
only
I
could
make
you
see
That
it is
you
who
keeps
the
key
Oh
how
much
fun
it
could
be
Finding
ways
to
make
us
both
happy
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