You’ve only
been given
what you
deservePunishment
for keeping
so much
in reserve
Timing
Time can
never mendA broken
heartWhen tears
descend
Past Times
If
we
could
go backTo
our
glory
daysMy
heart
would
singIn
so
many
ways
Powerless
Home alone
Thinking of you
Crying again
Knowing it’s true
Unrequited (Part One)
Did you always love him?
Yes
Did he always love you?
No
Did that change anything?
Never
Fairytales
I only hope
that one dayYou might look
at me that wayThat you will
give us our chanceTo get caught up
in a fine romance
A Hopeless Romantic
You’ll
never
be the
one for
me,
So why
can’t I
just
leave
it alone?
Why do
I keep
getting
my hopes
up,
When
you’ve
made your
feelings
known?
Hypothetically Speaking
Do you
ever think
of meIn those
moments
you have spareDo you
ever
dreamOf running
your fingers
through my hairDo you ever
imagine how
it would feelIf you
held your
hand in mineDo you ever
long to look
into my eyesAnd feel
our souls
entwine
Regret (1)
I will never be able to express
How much I regret
All those times
I never held your hand
That
It’s
just not
right
That you
won’t be
here when
I look
tonight
It’s
just not
fair
That I’ll
reach for
your hand
and it won’t
be there
Left
I
missed you
again todayEveryone
else had
gone awayAnd it was
just me
here aloneCrying for
the love
I had once
known
Last Chance
Despite my
protests
to the
contrary,
it has
always
been you.
Why not
meet me
at the
library,
and I’ll make
your dreams
come true.
It Should Be Me
Looking
up
to
the
sky
Tears
falling
as
I
cry
Asking
over
and
over
why
Will
you
forever
pass
me
by
Missing
I miss
the conversations
we’ll never have.I miss
the places
we’ll never go.I miss
the love
we’ll never make.I miss
the memories
we’ll never share
1000 Miles
The message from the search engine pings.
Their spies inform me that last month I visited:
Three different countries,
Fifteen different cities,
And twenty one different places.
That means I travelled over 1000 miles, last month.
Each one without you.
And every one with an empty heart.
Their Big Day
What am I supposed to say?
What am I supposed to do?
Everyone is happy, today.
But my heart is broken here,
without you.
Xxx
Joy and Sadness
Resisting
the urge
to cry
today
is futile.
One Of These Days
One day
you’ll tell me
and I
will run away.
One day
you’ll tell me
and I’ll
beg to stay.
One day
you’ll tell me
and my
tears will sting.
One day
you’ll tell me
and my
heart will sing.
Circles
Enough of you
is
too much
Too much of you
is
never enough
Ghosts
The ghosts that haunt my every day
Will plague my future too
I do not know if I can stay
As I’m fucked here without you
Everything
I
still think
about you
everyday
You
are the one
I will never
forget
I
am the one
you have already
forgotten
Tomorrow
I’m not sure how I’ll feel when I’m forced to remember you, tomorrow.
Forced to remember those torturous nights.
Forced to remember those heart breaking conversations.
They were so private, so personal, so intense.
Those words only ever destined to leave your lips and reach my ears.
There will be others there that feel the same way about their loved one, I’m sure.
And there will be others there just to watch. To steal someone else’s story to tell as their own.
Fuck them.
I’m not sure how I’ll feel when I’m forced to remember you, tomorrow.
I just wish you were still here.
And that I didn’t have to go.
Random #13
Fuck
This
Shit
Waiting
It’s like you’ve been round at your pals house for the evening, and you’re going to call me in a minute to tell me you’re on the bus home…
But you never call…
Three Hundred and Sixty Five Days
It is unbelievable to think that trip
was three hundred and sixty five days ago.
Just one anonymous face in a sea of many.
My twenty three year old dream realised.
Outstanding.
There was no way to know then where I would be now.
Here, three hundred and sixty five days on, alone.
I would trade every second of that trip,
to have just one more minute,
with you.
xxx
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