"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
It isn’t that you lied,
It’s that I believed you.
That’s what hurts.
Support
I really
cannot
stay,
she said,
it is time
for me
to go
back
It’s the
only way,
she said,
to get
my life
on track
I will come
with you,
he said,
you needn’t
be on
your own
I’m here to
help you
through,
he said,
so you’ll
never
be alone
(Originally Posted 28.10.2019)
What can you do
When you’ve been mistaken
When you realise your life
You have forsaken
When you can’t go back
And start again
When it’s only regret
That does now remain
Double Take
It’s only
now I
realise
I’ve
played
this all
wrong
And it
actually
should
have
been
you all
along
(Originally Posted 20.09.2019)
And into those fires of hell
We jumped
Both of us head first
We should’ve just stopped
When the doors were locked
Rather than stay to quench our thirst
Drinking Irresponsibly
From
the
depths
of the
cold
Into
the
dancing
fires of
hell
I
just
cannot
help but
feel
That
this
will not
end
well
(Originally Posted 02.08.2020)
Remember when you told me
To do this / do that
And you expected
I’d dance to your tune
Well, in reality
Your words fell flat
And to your bullshit
I’m now immune
Think Again
It’s a
mistake
to tell
me what
to do.
Even
bigger
to think
I’d listen
to you.
(Originally Posted 21.06.2019)
I met him again
Last week in town
Just me and him
No one else around
It was quite nice
When we went to bed
I didn’t pay much mind
To his empty head
But upon waking
I knew it was a mistake
So I said my goodbyes
Saving myself the headache
Sex With The Ex
There’s a small amount of comfort
But it quickly becomes a chore
And when he tries
To converse
You remember why he’s such a bore
(Originally Posted 29.03.2021)
I’m glad that we
Both walked away
Before things went too far
Now I can see
It wasn’t the way
To mend our broken hearts
Immoral
This
can’t
go on
We
mustn’t
continue
As the
guilt is
seeping
Into
every
sinew
It
has to
stop
It
shouldn’t
have
started
As
we’re
making a
mockery
Of our
dearly
departed
(Originally Posted 19.03.2020)
Who’d have thought
That we’d come to
Both half dead
And needing the loo
Perhaps we should
Have thought this through
Instead of getting drunk
And doing the do
You asked me
To run away with you
So, hesitantly, I did
And it was fun
Until you left
You fucking lying prick
Now you’ve led me again
Onto the path of darkness
Who knows how this will end
Last time all that was left
Was sparseness
And we couldn’t even be friends
The
internal
debateRages on
without
relentShould
I kiss
you now‘Til my
hearts
contentOr
should I
hold offAnd
think
againFor
I can’t
lose youMy
only
friend
Just
because
you can
Doesn’t
mean you
should
Just
because
I can
Doesn’t
mean I
would
It was
what
it wasAnd
whilst
we
had
funNow
it is
what
it isAnd
the
guilt
has
begun
I foolishly
made a
mistake
today
I opened
the box
I’d hidden
away
Where the
memories of
my life
are kept
Along with
all the silent
tears I’ve
wept
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 