Does it matter
If I do
Or don’t
Should it matter
If I will
Or won’t
Why can’t it be easy
To decide
Without strain
When will I stop
Churning it over
Again
‘You’re Doing So Well’
All that time
You never knew
How broken I was
Beneath the mask
And it wasn’t because
I didn’t tell you
You just never cared enough
To ask
Faithless
You say you’re ever loving
Yet your cruelty holds no bounds
If you care as much
As they tell me
Then why do you make me frown
Any Advice?
How on earth do you cope
He asked
With all the loneliness
You don’t have any choice
She said
When you’ve got no one left
Cloth Ears
Why would you ask me
A question
If you don’t want to hear
What I say
It really is fucking
Annoying
That you feel you can treat me
This way
‘Baby, Don’t Hurt Me…’
Not since those heady days
Of Haddaway in ’93
Have I really asked
How long it lasts
And what love means to me
British Bulldog Tattoos
Do you really look past
The colour of my skin
And try hard to see
Who I am within
I don’t believe you
Raiding The Fridge
What the fuck
Are you still doing up
Don’t you know
It’s quarter past four?
Well of course I do
But it’s nothing new
To find I can’t sleep
Anymore
‘A New Hope’
I don’t want to go back, actually
My old normal kinda sucked
Whereas my life now
Doesn’t seem somehow
So irrevocably fucked
Finally
I wonder what you’ll all say,
When I finally go away.
I wonder what you’ll all think,
When off into the shadows I slink.
I wonder if you’ll all stop and stare,
When you finally realise I’m no longer there.
(Originally Posted 25.06.2019)
Who Am I?
I think that I forgot myself
Somewhere along the way
So not only have I lost you
I’ve got a whole life to replay
(Originally Posted 28.07. 2019)
Next
At this point I just want to feel
It matters not what or who
But this world has lost its appeal
So what is a girl to do?
Vaya Con Dios
Is this why we were put here
She said
To worship his favourite son?
I’m fucked if I know
He said
So let’s just have some fun
‘Think Of Those You’ll Leave Behind…’
Throwing up the contents
Of yet another hateful day
Wondering why I ever made
This ridiculous choice to stay
Shit Show
It
can't
get
much
worse,
can it?
He
said
Than
the
year
that
has
just
passed
Well
you've
fucking
jinxed
it
now
She
said
That
you've
gone
and
bloody
asked!
‘The Academy Award Goes To…’
You're
no fun
anymore
He
said
What
happened
to you
my friend?
I was
never
fun
before
She
said
All
that
was
just
pretend
Into The Wind
As my life passes me by
I lose the will to even try
So I raise my hands to the sky
And scream why me, you arsehole, why?
Ontology
Who am I now?
What should I do?
Why am I still here?
When I could be with you?
Xxx
Passive
Who knows
And, quite frankly,
Who cares
Random #40
‘What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around..?’
Vanished
With no idea what this shit means
I’ve fallen apart at the seams
Hidden behind these opaque screens
I only exist now in my dreams
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