‘A New Hope’

I don’t want to go back, actually

My old normal kinda sucked

Whereas my life now

Doesn’t seem somehow

So irrevocably fucked

26/02/2021 12

Finally

I wonder what you’ll all say,

When I finally go away.

I wonder what you’ll all think,

When off into the shadows I slink.

I wonder if you’ll all stop and stare,

When you finally realise I’m no longer there.

(Originally Posted 25.06.2019)

23/02/2021 13

Who Am I?

I think that I forgot myself

Somewhere along the way

So not only have I lost you

I’ve got a whole life to replay

(Originally Posted 28.07. 2019)

16/02/2021 27

At this point I just want to feel

It matters not what or who

But this world has lost its appeal

So what is a girl to do?

11/02/2021 12

Vaya Con Dios

Is this why we were put here

She said

To worship his favourite son?

I’m fucked if I know

He said

So let’s just have some fun

02/02/2021 11

‘Think Of Those You’ll Leave Behind…’

Throwing up the contents

Of yet another hateful day

Wondering why I ever made

This ridiculous choice to stay

28/01/2021 20

Shit Show

It 
can't
get 
much 
worse, 
can it? 

He
said 

Than 
the 
year 
that 
has 
just 
passed

Well 
you've 
fucking 
jinxed
it 
now

She
said

That 
you've 
gone 
and 
bloody 
asked!

02/01/2021 4

‘The Academy Award Goes To…’

You're
no fun
anymore

He 
said

What 
happened 
to you
my friend?

I was 
never 
fun
before 

She 
said

All
that
was 
just
pretend

14/12/2020 8

Into The Wind

As my life passes me by

I lose the will to even try

So I raise my hands to the sky

And scream why me, you arsehole, why?

07/12/2020 23

Ontology

Who am I now?

What should I do?

Why am I still here?

When I could be with you?

Xxx

30/11/2020 6

Passive

Who knows

And, quite frankly,

Who cares

28/11/2020 18

Random #40

‘What am I now?

What am I now?

What if I’m someone I don’t want around..?’

27/11/2020 5

Vanished

With no idea what this shit means

I’ve fallen apart at the seams

Hidden behind these opaque screens

I only exist now in my dreams

23/11/2020 5

Light Years Away

If
we
are
all
supposed
to be
stars

Why
do
some
shine
brighter
than
others?

16/11/2020 4

(Lack Of) Divine Intervention

You
called

My
Lord

But
didn’t
wait

For
the
answer

I
was
appalled

My
Lord

To
find
you

Such
a chancer

05/11/2020 2

A Genuine Request

I post here twice a day

Not knowing who will read

Is anyone even interested?

Do my words fulfill a need?

Is there humour in my blog?

Or do you just find it sad?

Do I come across as normal?

Or do you think I’m mad?

I’m interested in what you think

I’d really love to know

So without fear of recrimination

Please comment your thoughts below

03/10/2020 78

Magnets

What
holds us
together

Is a
deep
connection

That
need
never

Be
in
question

But
whether
or not

It’s
love
or hate

Is very
much
still

Up
for
debate