I’ve had enough of this
She said
On the inside and the out
Let’s just run away
He said
No more messing about
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I’ve had enough of this
She said
On the inside and the out
Let’s just run away
He said
No more messing about
You asked me
To run away with you
So, hesitantly, I did
And it was fun
Until you left
You fucking lying prick
If I spent time with my younger self, what would I say?
Well done for putting up with this bullshit every day
If I spent time with my younger self, what would I see?
A weary acceptance that life isn’t all it’s cracked up to be
If I spent time with my younger self, what would I feel?
An overwhelming sadness that time will never heal
If I spent time with my younger self, what would I do?
Tell them to pack a bag and run away with you
(Originally Posted 24.07.2019)
I wonder what you’ll all say,
When I finally go away.
I wonder what you’ll all think,
When off into the shadows I slink.
I wonder if you’ll all stop and stare,
When you finally realise I’m no longer there.
(Originally Posted 25.06.2019)
If
someone
told me
then
How all
this
would
end
I’d pack
a bag
and run
away
And not
even
bother
to pretend
Shall
we
run
away
She
said
To
where
we can
both
be free?
You
don’t
have
to ask
me twice
He
said
I’ll
go fetch
the car
key
You
cannot
stop
me
She
said
No
matter
how
hard
you try
I
won’t
be
coming
back
She
said
Not
until
the
day
I die
Are
we
here
now
She
said
Away
from
all
that
shit?
I’m
not
sure
He
said
Let’s
make
a run
for it
We can
leave
together,
He
said,
I promise
I’ll look
after you.
When
will you
grow up,
She
said,
You poor
misguided
fool.
I’m done
with
this shithole
todayI’m packing
up and
running
awayFar
from where
the sun
can catch meAnd to where
the pleasure
of pain
distracts me
I sense you,
stalking me from behind.
I won’t let you win.
I see you,
prowling outside my window.
I won’t let you in.
I hear you,
scratching at my door.
I won’t let you win.
I feel you,
gnawing on my bones.
How did you get in?