I know
When I
See you again
There’s no way
That you
Won’t comment
But I hope
And pray
You’ll be kind
And say
You admire
My confidence
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I know
When I
See you again
There’s no way
That you
Won’t comment
But I hope
And pray
You’ll be kind
And say
You admire
My confidence
If only this one
Was the truth bar none
And I had such a steadfast allure
But in reality
This could never be me
As I am all too easily ignored
Push And Pull
Love me
or
loathe me
You’ll
never
escape me
So why
would
you even
try
Kiss me
or
kill me
You will
always
want me
So there’s
no point
in saying
goodbye
(Originally Posted 06.07.2019)
I spent years people pleasing
And it wrecked my mental health
So now I don’t please anyone
Except my fucking self
I’ve Heard It All Before
Just because
What doesn’t kill me
Apparently
Makes me stronger
Doesn’t give you
An excuse
To hurt me
Any longer
(Originally Posted 17.06.2021)
So I’ll walk away
And say cheerio
To the girl
I used to know
Only
I
can
winOr
I
can
loseAnd
I will
do
eitherIn
whatever
way I
choose
My
heart
is soreFrom
searching
for moreForever
rotten to
the core
The hordes gather outside your hotel window.
Laughing,
Joking,
Having fun.
You wish you had the guts to be more like them.
Prettier,
Funnier,
More confident.
Instead you’re sitting in here alone with the curtains drawn.
With nothing but your ‘I Hate People’ badge for company.