I remember the day
We got the keys
Thinking the rest
Would be a breeze
But now I sit and rot
All alone
In what should have been
Our forever home
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I remember the day
We got the keys
Thinking the rest
Would be a breeze
But now I sit and rot
All alone
In what should have been
Our forever home
I’d spent
So much time
Planning
On how
To end it all
That I forgot
How much
Just laughing
Can help
Avoid the wall
I gave myself thanks
Yesterday
Not for having a father
But surviving one
Under a
crushed
velveteen
skyI lie here,
alone,
and want
to die
Come on then
Don’t keep us waiting
We want to see you bleed
To see others suffer
For their art
Is the validation we need
Bleeding
From
the
inside
out
What
the
fuck
Is
that
all
about?
But a
painful
reminder
That
for
one
week
in
four
You’re
here to
procreate
And
nothing
more