I gave myself thanks
Yesterday
Not for having a father
But surviving one
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I gave myself thanks
Yesterday
Not for having a father
But surviving one
Under a
crushed
velveteen
skyI lie here,
alone,
and want
to die
Come on then
Don’t keep us waiting
We want to see you bleed
To see others suffer
For their art
Is the validation we need
Bleeding
From
the
inside
out
What
the
fuck
Is
that
all
about?
But a
painful
reminder
That
for
one
week
in
four
You’re
here to
procreate
And
nothing
more