I wonder what you’ll all say,
When I finally go away.
I wonder what you’ll all think,
When off into the shadows I slink.
I wonder if you’ll all stop and stare,
When you finally realise I’m no longer there.
(Originally Posted 25.06.2019)
Who Am I?
I think that I forgot myself
Somewhere along the way
So not only have I lost you
I’ve got a whole life to replay
(Originally Posted 28.07. 2019)
Aftermath
Confusion reigns
As my head struggles to explain
What I feel inside my heartSadness remains
As with all encompassing pain
I hate that we have to part(Originally Posted 06.07.2019)
Harbouring Secrets
You have no idea
As you sit here
With your good humour and wit.
Now let me be clear
Kindly fuck off my dear
‘Cause honestly, you don’t know shit.
(Originally Posted 18.06.2019)
Deathbed
If nothing else
She said
I had my dreams
…
Whistles And Bells
If only
I could
wrap my
thoughts
As
neatly
as my
presents
But
paper,
string and
glitter
bows
Don't
provide
an adequate
defence
Toy Soldiers
Did it ever occur to you
That I didn’t want you to know
What would you have done anyway
Other than used it as ammo
In this ridiculous war against me
That you felt the need to wage
Well I’m glad I never said a word
And from your battle disengaged
Sweet Nothings
Do
you
say
those
thingsTo
someone
elseNow
you
don’t
say
them
to me?Does
it
make
me
patheticMy
thoughts
so
freneticThat
these
things
still
bother
me?
The Coldest Of Plays
‘When
you
try
your
best
but
you
don’t
succeed…’
Just
fucking
give
it up
then
Please
Ruminating
Will
there be
someone
else
for me
Or
will
I forever
remain
bereft?
For
all I’ve
felt is
numb
you see
Ever
since
the day
you
left
A Genuine Request
I post here twice a day
Not knowing who will read
Is anyone even interested?
Do my words fulfill a need?
Is there humour in my blog?
Or do you just find it sad?
Do I come across as normal?
Or do you think I’m mad?
I’m interested in what you think
I’d really love to know
So without fear of recrimination
Please comment your thoughts below
What Is Said Vs The Truth
Goodbye,
See you later,
It’s such a shame
That you can’t stay.
Thank fuck you’re gone,
And now I’m alone,
As I never liked you
Anyway.
© Me
In
order
to keep
what is
rightfully
mine
There’s
no other
choice
but to
retire
online
Catharsis
I
really
only
write
What
everyone
else is
thinking
I just
do what
comes
naturally
And
without
even
flinching
Futile
Sometimes
I depress
myself
As these
thoughts
fill the
page
Why
am I
here
Wasting
everyone’s
time
Hoping
someone
will
engage
Tinged With Sadness
In
amongst
all of
this
madnessHere
I stand
heart
tinged
with
sadness
You’re Too Kind
Thirty
six
thousand
words
And
each
one of
them
shite
But now
I’ve
passed
one
thousand
followers
I
must
be doing
something
right
Precision
Just be
careful
not to
slip
Not one
ounce of
blood to
drip
For you
don’t want
them to
see
Just how
messed
up you
can be
Stale Mate
As we lie here
My head spinning
I wonder which
One of us
Is winning
Slap And Tickle
I
have
tried to
move on
My
feelings
for you
to shelve
But
when
push
comes to
shove
I just
can’t
help
myself
Upon The Cross
How long
Must I wait
For salvation?
