If
I was
to decide
To
leave
this
place
It
would
still
be you
I’d
find
In
any
time or
space
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If
I was
to decide
To
leave
this
place
It
would
still
be you
I’d
find
In
any
time or
space
Will
there be
someone
else
for me
Or
will
I forever
remain
bereft?
For
all I’ve
felt is
numb
you see
Ever
since
the day
you
left
Can we go back
To a simpler time
When I was yours
And you were mine?
It’s been so quiet
Since you left
All I hear
Is my own breath
As I lie here alone
And wait for death
If
someone
told me
then
How all
this
would
end
I’d pack
a bag
and run
away
And not
even
bother
to pretend
I’m
crying
again
In
the
kitchen
Hot
salty
tears
itching
as
they
fall
All too
readily
from
my
face
As I
remember
what
I’ve
lost
And
who
I can’t
replace
Hoping
For things
To be
The same
Realising
I’m fighting
A losing
Game
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
It’s
5.56am
already
And
what
do I
have
to
show
Nothing
but a
bleeding
nose
And
an
empty
bag
of
blow
Well
I guess
that’s it
Our
time
has
passed
But
no one
can say
It
hasn’t
been a
blast
Enjoy this night
Wherever you are
You deserve it
Even from afar
JFT97
I’ll
take
your
hand
If
you
are
frightened
I’ll
hold
you
hair
If
you
get
sick
I’ll
even
lead
you
To
the
path
of
enlightenment
If
you’re
really
fucking
quick
He
reaches
over for
my hand
Thinking
that
I’ll
understand
But
I don’t
He’s
hoping
that
I will
be grand
Living
in this
no man’s
land
But
I won’t
What
do I
have
to
show
for my
life
Fuck
all
is
the
answer
I
suppose
that’s
what
you
should
expect
When
you
risk
it all
on a
chancer
Is
that
it
now
Are
we
finally
done?
As I
would
like
to go
out
now
And
have
a bit
of
fun
Some
days
it feels
like
foreverOthers
it feels
like a
minuteBut no
matter
how
much
time has
passedLife’s
still
shit
without
you
in itXxx
Someone
once
told
me
It’ll
all be
OK in
the end
That
person
lied
to me
And
is no
longer
my friend
I
can
only
hope
I’m
worth
the
wait
Whoever
told
me to
forgive
you was
wrong
There’s
no way
we can
ever
get
along
For
you
are
just a
loathsome
swine
Who’s
not worth
another
second
of my
time
Give
me a
thumbs
up
And
I’ll
give
you
two
All
whilst
silently
Whispering
fuck
you
They
say
time
fliesWhen
you’re
having
funIt’s a
shame
our
timeHas
not
yet
begun
Words
can’t
explain
This
eternal
ache
It
hurts
so much
When
I’m
awake
Like
vultures
Eyeing up
the bones
Of those of us
who went before
Now rotting
on the stones
How long does it take
To only reach for one mug
To only set out one plate
To programme the heating to come on at seven
Instead of leaving it too late
To only buy one pint of milk
To only get one lottery ticket
To stop saying hello as you walk in the house
Because there’s none else in it
Time
was
you
would
comfort
me
And
things
would
be just
fine
But
now it’s
much
too late
for that
As
we
both
crossed
the line
How
the
fuck
can
it be
right
That
I have
to sleep
alone
tonight
I never
thought
that I
would be
On my
own at
thirty
three
Time passes
Like a dream
In my mind
As I remember
Everything
I’ve left behind
Time has dragged on today
Even more than most
It started off quite well too
Sitting down with tea and toast
But then the clock seemed to stop
At some point this afternoon
When opening up my laptop
Did nothing to lift the gloom
And as the evening drew itself in
I’ve sat here all alone
Thouroughly bored in my own skin
Barely stifling a groan
So now I guess I’ll go to bed
And lie there on my own
Until the clock stops in my head
And I dream in monochrome
I do
appreciate
what
we’ve
got
But
lament
what
could
have
been
You
and
me
together
forever
With
nobody
inbetween
You’d think
now I
have more
time on
my hands
I’d be
thinking
about the
future and
making plans
Yet I
sit here
dwelling on
that one
transgression
Knowing
it’s too
late now
give my
confession
Recent
events
have
taken
their
toll
On
my
body
and
my
mind
I
just
wish
I
could
go
back
to
when
I
didn’t
feel
so
sick
inside
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