I don’t think
I meant this
As me being
Hard done by
I think it
Was more
To show
At my core
That I’m actually
Not a good guy
Unfair
I never
get what
I want
Let alone
what I
deserve
(Originally Posted 14.12.2019)
Uneven Playing Fields
The older I get
And the more I see
I realise
Our biggest lie
Is meritocracy
Light Years Away
If
we
are
all
supposed
to be
stars
Why
do
some
shine
brighter
than
others?
(Originally Posted 16.11.2020)
What Should Have Been
Twenty two years
Just me and you
Sitting on the sofa
With wine and food
But it’s not to be
As you’re three years gone
So any romance today
Just feels wrong
Xxx
Ain’t Life Grand
We
only
really
reached
halfway
When
you
went
and
died
on me
Now
what
was
once
bright
is grey
As
I deal
with
life's
debris
In Another Life, Perhaps
What
happened
the other
night
She
said
Must
never
happen
again
It
pains me
so much
to say it
He
said
But
we are
better off
as friends
Love Lost
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
Handover
You’ll
never
copeShe
saidWhen
this
happens
to youI
knowHe
saidI’m
dreading
it too
No Reply
It
frightens
me
just
how
much
your
Inaction
shakes
me
to
the
core
In Sickness And In Health
How
the
fuck
can
it be
right
That
I have
to sleep
alone
tonight
I never
thought
that I
would be
On my
own at
thirty
three
Atonement
I
won’t
forgive
And I
can’t
forget
You
maybe
can
But
I’m not
there yet
Every Four Minutes
I’m
glad
you’ve
got the
all clear
I
really
am
happy
for you
I just
wish
with
all my
heart
That
he’d got
good
news
too
Inconceivable
Mind
racing
Legs
pacing
All in
disbelief
At what
you’re facing
Shouting Skywards
Life is
just so
cruel
at timesIt
makes
me want
to shoutFor if
there is
a God
up thereWhat the
fuck is
all this
about?!
Just A Child
It’s a
shame
you’ve
used him
as a
weapon
As a way
for your
feelings
of guilt
to lessen
But
it’s me,
you’ll
find,
that
he will
seek
When
he finally
understands
your
cruel
streak
Unfair
I never
get what
I wantLet alone
what I
deserve
It’s Not Fair
Why do
you get to
be happy
again
When
I don’t?
Why do
you get
to love
again
When
I won’t?
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 