Have
I
done
the
wrong
thing
again?
I
suppose
only
time
will
tell
Until
then
I’ll
try to
keep
myself
sane
Whilst
preparing
to
burn
in
hell
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Have
I
done
the
wrong
thing
again?
I
suppose
only
time
will
tell
Until
then
I’ll
try to
keep
myself
sane
Whilst
preparing
to
burn
in
hell
When
will
it
be
timeFor
you
to
be
mine?
I hope
I’ve done
the right
thing
For as
yet you
have not
replied
Perhaps
this is
finally
the end
I guess
I’ll wait
for you
to decide
Shall
we jumpHe
askedNow that we’ve
come this far?I don’t
knowShe
saidLet’s just get
back in the car
In a
different
timeAt a
different
placeThe
answer
would
stare
usRight
in the
face
If it
was you
I saw
in that
doorway
tonightI hope my
presence
gave you
such a
frightThat
perhaps
now you
realise
I’m as
happy as
can beAnd
it’s just
you I no
longer
want
to see
I’m on
the cusp
of something new
But I
don’t know
quite what to do
I just can’t
decide what’s
false and what’s true
Or when
would be the
right time to tell you
It’s
not
you
I
don’t
trust
It’s
me
My
mind
is
No
longer
robust
enough
To
deal
with
Such
trickery
If I
called you
at midnight
Unable
to
cope
Would
you hear
my plight?
Or hand
me the
rope?
Life is
just so
shit
without
youI’ve got
nothing
left to
hold
on toIf
only
you were
still
hereThen I’d
have
nothing
left
to fear
I only want
what’s best
for you,
he said,
even if it’s
not what’s
best for meI just
want this
to end,
she said,
I simply
want to
be free
She stops
and sighs
as he
implores
her to stay
But I don’t
think you can
help me,
she says,
turning away
He looks
and smiles
as he
reaches for
her hand
Just trust
me, he says,
for your
wish is my
command
If
only
I knew
what to do
I
would
not be so
reliant on you
If
only
I knew
how to grieve
It
would be
so much easier
to let you leave
If
only
I knew
who to be
I’d
thank you
for your help
then set you free