I’m glad
You’re feeling better
And that
You’re doing well
As maybe now
I’ll have the pleasure
Of meeting you
In hell
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I’m glad
You’re feeling better
And that
You’re doing well
As maybe now
I’ll have the pleasure
Of meeting you
In hell
It’s not that I don’t trust
The fortuitous hands of fate
But I would just prefer it
If I didn’t have to wait
Here again
Home alone
Pacing, waiting
By the phone
Hoping to hear
That familiar tone
And to read our date
Has been postponed
It wasn’t
That I didn’t see you
I knew
You were standing
Right there
It was more
That I
Just ignored you
And passed by
Without
A care
You see you
Are quite unimportant
And mean not a thing
To me
And mine
So I suggest
That you also
Start walking
And stop wasting
Everyone’s time
The rope
Is in
The bin
For now
Having given
That monster
A swerve
But it’s safe
To assume
I can’t give him
Any room
As he’ll have
Kept some back
In reserve
Try Harder Next Time
The monster who lives
Under my bed
Whispers again
Why aren’t you dead
Berating me
For writing instead
And putting the rope
Back in the shed
(Originally Posted 24.02.2021)
You’ve had more
Than enough time now
To decide once and for all
What you need to do
Is just tell us now
So we can both prepare for the fall
On Tenterhooks
I really don’t care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you’d choose
(Originally Posted 05.12.2020)
To find out if
It’s eternal damnation
Is the worst kind
Of anticipation
Bad News
The
wait
is
almost
worse
than
the
call
itself
(Originally Posted 15.09.2020)
Perhaps I could find a story
He said
That proves all the stars align
I fear that for that one
She said
I’d wait a long fucking time
Story Books
Read
to me
some
more
She
said
I
swoon
to the
sound
of your
voice
Tell
me
what
you
want
to
hear
He
said
You
know
it’s
always
your
choice
(Originally Posted 12.08.2020)
One day
I’ll have my way
And all the world will know
Exactly why
You’re the bad guy
And I deserve my halo
While everyone else enjoys
Their happily ever after
I sit here alone
And wait for mine
Though I’m no longer sure
If my heart is as pure
As it was once
Upon a time
Why bother to wait
I’m not that fussed
Either way
All I’ll feel is disgust
As I sat hoping
It wasn’t true
My heart bled out
Waiting for you
If only you’d ask
I would say yes
My undying love
I would confess
Alas it seems
I must somehow
Bide my time
At least for now
I know he can’t be mine
She said
But now he’ll never be yours
If only he’d grow a spine
She said
And just choose one of us
Is this all there is now
Just sitting here killing time
Waiting for the next one to come along
Getting stoned and drinking wine
You see I’d rather not bother
Wasting all this time and effort
I’d prefer to end it here and now
And all my earthly ties sever
I’ll keep my own counsel
As they say
And I won’t say a word
Until, that is,
He comes to find me
Then I’ll make sure my voice is heard
I really don't care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you'd choose
Calm your jets
Drink your tea
If love will wait
Then so can we
All
my
life
I’ve
waited
for this
The
feeling
of certainty
That
thunderbolt
kiss
Please
make
sure
you
bury
me
deep
So
I can
finally
get
some
fucking
sleep
This
was
hardly
a fair
fight
And
we
both
know
who
rightfully
won
Yet
I’ll
step
graciously
aside
for
you
As
one
day
the
truth
will
come
The
wait
is
almost
worse
than
the
call
itself
I
can
only
hope
I’m
worth
the
wait
You
want
me to
express
remorse?Not
until my
revenge
has run
its course
There
must be
a way
to make
you seeYou’re
lying to
yourself
as much
as me
How
much
longer
will this
take?
How
many
choices
must I
make?
Before
I finally
get
what
I want
And you
stop
being
such a
cunt
When
will
it
be
timeFor
you
to
be
mine?
Time
eventually
takes it toll
On our
bodies and
our minds
Should we
take that
daily stroll
Or just
sit on our
behinds?
I cannot
wait foreverI just don’t
have the timeSoon enough
I’ll just move onAnd take what’s
rightfully mine
Why do I
find the
wait so
hard?Is it
ego?Is it
pride?Or is it
because
I need you
to proveThat I’m not
completely
dead
inside?
If I
can’t have
the one
that’s gone
then I’ll
just wait
out here,
alone,
until there
is an end
to this pain
and our
hearts can
beat together
again
Honestly,
I could wait
for a
thousand years
and it
would still
be too tough.
Honestly,
I could sleep
for a
thousand years
and it
would never
be enough.
Honestly,
I could cry
for a
thousand years
and it
would still
hurt too much.
If I turn on the tap,
it’ll never stop flowing.
If I turn on the rage,
it’ll never stop glowing.
If I turn on my mind,
it’ll never stop knowing.
If I turn on my grief,
it’ll never stop showing.
It will never stop,
this seed I am sewing.
I’m just sitting here,
Waiting it out,
Biding my time.
Soon,
The axe will fall.
And it’ll all be over.
Thankfully.