I don’t know how it’s happened
And I can’t even tell you why
But, it seems, I’ve grown old
In love with the wrong fucking guy
Set In Stone
Neither of
us knows
If the life
we chose
Will work out
for the best
(Originally Posted 05.11.2019)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t know how it’s happened
And I can’t even tell you why
But, it seems, I’ve grown old
In love with the wrong fucking guy
Set In Stone
Neither of
us knows
If the life
we chose
Will work out
for the best
(Originally Posted 05.11.2019)
When he said I had three wishes
I thought I’d won the lottery
That he would now provide my chance
To finally be free
If only I had known then
Exactly what would come to be
As all those wishes bought about
Was pain and misery
The Lamp
I should
have been
more careful
With what
it was that
I wished
for
Because
I never
wanted it
to end
In this
way
at all
(Originally Posted 23.10.2019)
If only I
Had seen more sense
And not fallen foul
Of my incompetence
Perhaps our relationship now
Wouldn’t be past tense
And I wouldn’t still feel
These splinters from the fence
Just Passing By
It was you
That was
The one
For me
But a future
Between us
I just
Couldn’t see
I suppose
That now
None of that
Matters
For you’ve
Moved on
While I’m left
In tatters
(Originally Posted 13.10.2020)
It wasn’t that
I wanted to stop
But I was scared that we’d get caught
That’s why I knew
What I had to do
Even though it left us distraught
Condensation
As the
wind
rattles
the
window
pane
I
wonder
if it’s
cold
where
you are
Or are
you
now
just
over
heating
In
somebody
else’s
car
(Originally Posted 23.09.2020)
You may have saved me on occasion
But you have betrayed me too
So don’t make out you’re innocent
From what you’ve made me do
She betrayed me again today
The little bitch
She always wants what I do not
Now I must fix
Her egregious mistake
Before both of us get caught
You can fuck off now
I’ve had enough
I no longer care
For this selfish stuff
But you should know
And I mean to be blunt
Maybe I wasn’t always right
But you were always a cunt
I really don't care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you'd choose
The
internal
debateRages on
without
relentShould
I kiss
you now‘Til my
hearts
contentOr
should I
hold offAnd
think
againFor
I can’t
lose youMy
only
friend
Was
I always
wrong
Or was
I sometimes
right
Not that
it matters
anyway
Now I’m
alone at
night
The
pressure is
on to find
meaning
In
this so
called life
of mine
But I
just can’t
help but
feeling
That it’s
a total
waste
of time
It’s
not
that
you’re
wrong
It’s
just
that
I’m
right
I don’t care
who you areOr if you think
you’re rightYou will not get
the best of meFor I’ll never
give up this fight
How
can
we
put
things
right?When
you
won’t
accept
you’re
wrong?
I’m on
the cusp
of something new
But I
don’t know
quite what to do
I just can’t
decide what’s
false and what’s true
Or when
would be the
right time to tell you
It’s easy
for you to
pretend
nothing
is wrong
But
there’s
no way I
can
do it
Not after
all the
water that’s
gone under
the bridge
And how,
head first,
you
pushed
me in it
I want
nothing
more
Than
to be
alone
With a
bottle
of booze
Sitting
in my
own home
With the
lights
down low
Listening to
my favorite
songs
Remembering
my
rights
And
justifying
my wrongs
I only want
what’s best
for you,
he said,
even if it’s
not what’s
best for meI just
want this
to end,
she said,
I simply
want to
be free
You
deserve
lessI
deserve
moreWe’re both
fucked either waySo let’s
call it a draw