How about this
He said
For an interesting notion
Perhaps you’re not
Dead inside
But just allergic to emotion
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
How about this
He said
For an interesting notion
Perhaps you’re not
Dead inside
But just allergic to emotion
I can’t help you
She said
I have nothing to give
Don’t count on me
She said
For your reason to live
I can see straight through you
He said
Your truth isn’t so hard to find
There’s no way you can navigate
She said
The grey areas of my mind
I know that
It seems strange
And makes it difficult
To confabulate
But you must believe me
When I say
It is how
I best communicate
It was nice of you to ask today
So I lied in reciprocation
It would’ve been unfair
To make you aware
Of my abject desolation
I’m going to be happy today
She said
Push this sadness from my mind
I’ll give you half an hour
He said
And even then that’s being kind
This is my favorite time of year
He said
With these scents of cinnamon and pine
As I endure the merriment of others
She said
I thank fuck for cheese and wine
4am
And my demons
Want revenge
Again
Walk down the aisle with me?
She said
The bakery aisle, that is
I thought you were being serious
He said
And my heart just skipped a beat
Xxx
What is the point
In another day
Living in silence
Wasting away
Especially as
No one cares anyway
Better to go now
Than fade to grey
Your silence
Tells more of a story
Than your words
Ever could
Time stands still
As I lose the will
To say another word
Now I know the drill
I’ll take another pill
And accept I’ll go unheard
Nothing can bring me
Down today
All my pain
Has gone away
Wherever I go
You’ll hear me say
Thank fuck for Prozac
Hip hop hooray!
Is this real
Am I still me
Or is this part
Of my insanity
It’s hard to tell
If I’m really here
Or if I have in fact
Disappeared
My body may be
At 35,000ft
But my mind
Is anything
But cruising
The truth is
I felt like this
Even before you died
As I sit here alone
And my tears glisten
I just wish I knew
Someone who’d listen
Just take me
As I am
Hung for a sheep
As a lamb
Come sit in the comfy chair
And I’ll tell you why you’re ill
We’ve got all night
To spend speaking shite
When your insurance is footing the bill
You sit and admire my beauty
As you gently applaud my grace
Yet my feet are bleeding
And I’m not eating
All for that smile on your face
Does it matter
If I do
Or don’t
Should it matter
If I will
Or won’t
Why can’t it be easy
To decide
Without strain
When will I stop
Churning it over
Again
‘You could’ve done anything, if you’d wanted
And all your friends and family think that you’re lucky
But the side of you they’ll never see
Is when you’re left alone with the memories
That hold your life together like glue’
After all the wailing
And gnashing of teeth
There’s no point in being violent
From now on
With my spirit long gone
All my screams will be silent
Maybe I could see a friend
Or give them a call instead
It must be better than wrestling
With these demons in my head
When you find
It’s a struggle to cope
When it feels
Like you’ve lost all hope
Remember and try
To just hold on
For there will be
Better days to come
Tell me all about your life
He said
And what has happened to you
You’ll need to give me a minute
She said
To think all this shit through
If only I could tell you
But you wouldn’t understand
I don’t know how to open up
Or even if I can
Sharing how I feel with you
Would be difficult at best
So I will just keep trudging on
With my cards close to my chest
Thanks for talking to me
He said
I hope it was of some worth
Thank you for listening
She said
It brought me back to earth
If you can’t win
Don’t lose
I woke up with a smile
Today
All the bad feeling
Had gone away
It actually felt
Like it was the start
Of gluing back together
My broken heart
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