Fuck
this
shit
She
said
I’m
going
home
I’ll
walk
you
He
said
You
can’t
go alone
I
don’t
need
you
She
said
Why
don’t you
just drop
dead
You’ll be
sorry you
wished for
that
He
said
When
you’re
alone in
our bed
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Fuck
this
shit
She
said
I’m
going
home
I’ll
walk
you
He
said
You
can’t
go alone
I
don’t
need
you
She
said
Why
don’t you
just drop
dead
You’ll be
sorry you
wished for
that
He
said
When
you’re
alone in
our bed
I’m sure
your star
shines
brightly,Up
there
in the
sky.I
search
for it
nightly,But it
always
passes
me by.
Hope.
The
ultimate
disappointment.
All I do is let
people downThey want
me to smileBut I can
only frownFor I no longer
have the energyTo be the person
they want me to be
Who knows
when our
time will
comeBut I fear
it’s not
just yetFor you
have to
forgive
yourselfAnd I
have to
forget
I hope it
all goes
well
todayI hope
with
all my
heartI just
couldn’t
bear it
if youHad to
live the
way I
now doAnd for
your lives
to be torn
apart
I can no
longer
look at
at your
faceMy
eyes I
have to
sheatheFor
tears
begin
to flow
at paceAnd I
can no
longer
breathe
As that
day draws
ever closerThe pain
cannot be
avoidedTo think
it was just
a year agoWhen my
whole world
imploded
Destiny or
free will?
Fate
or luck?
Either way,
I have to say,
I couldn’t
give a fuck.
Is that
the time,
he said,
I should
get my
things
and leaveWell don’t
let me
keep you,
she said,
for I have
others
to please
I’ll always
be the
better
person
But
there’s
no need
to sweat it
I’ll
always
be hanging
around
To make
sure you
don’t
forget it
Did you always love him?
Yes
Did he always love you?
No
Did that change anything?
Never
It
truly
is a
wonder
To see
such a
glorious
sight
My
heart
beats
like
thunder
As my
body
aches
with
delight
What
once
runneth
overIs
now
emptyWhat
once
was
painlessNow
there’s
plenty
As cold as the sun,
As warm as the snow.
As loud as the silence,
As high as the low.
This could be
the meaning of life,
For all I fucking know.
We
each
have a
choiceBut it
seems
my hands
are tiedMy
opinion
I cannot
voiceAs my
rights
have been
denied
Some pills
make it
better
Some
make it
worse
Sometimes
the only
solace
Resides
in written
verse
How
can
we
put
things
right?When
you
won’t
accept
you’re
wrong?
Fuck you,
cruel world,
fuck youNo-one
deserves
this shit
Why oh
why can’t
you write
such
poetry
for me?
For our
love is
forbidden
and so
could
never be!
I wish
I could
see in
myself,She
said,What you’ve
seen since
our affair
began.For that
you’d need
to love
yourself,He
said,And I
don’t
think
you can.
Searching
for
light
Raised
in
darkness
Our
numbers
grow
Despite
the
sparseness
Only I
know why
the caged
bird singsIt’s because
some bastard
clipped it’s
wingsYet as the
tears rise
and the
anger stingsThe bird
knows it’s
just one of
those things
The
words
advance
in waves
Their
ferocity
I cannot
stop
But all
too soon
there’s
nothing left
As I’ve
wrung
out every
last drop
It’s
over
We’re
done
Now pick up
your shit
And get
gone
I
suppose
that’s
the
end
of itNow
all’s
been
said
and
doneI
hope
you
find
it was
worth itNow
that
you
think
you’ve
won
It
was
so
good
to see
you
But
now
I’m
glad
you’ve
gone
You
remind
me too
much of
my life
before
And
what
has
since
gone
wrong
We can
leave
together,
He
said,
I promise
I’ll look
after you.
When
will you
grow up,
She
said,
You poor
misguided
fool.
Nothing
ever
seems
to work
out for
me
Perhaps
I’m
just
destined
to be
unhappy
To
forever
wander
around
wanting
more
Never
quite
accepting
I’m
already
done for
Words
can
never do
justiceTo the
utter
hatred
I feelFor all
the pain
you’ve
caused meFor these
wounds
that will
not healYou are
just
utterly
contemptibleTruly
bitter
and
twistedTo try to
make amends
now is
lamentableAs from
now on
you never
existed
The
black
sheepThe
ice
queenBoth
these
thingsI’ve
always
been
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