Getting Carried Away

Because of how

It felt inside

I said I loved you

But I think I lied

29/09/2025 7

‘Four Seasons In One Day’

I’ve always been indecisive

But now it’s worse than ever

The back and forth is so divisive

I’m about as reliable as the weather

Confusion

No!
No!
No!

Yes!
Yes!
Yes!

How am
I supposed
to decide
what to do

When my
head’s
in such
a mess?

(Originally Posted 22.08.2019)

22/08/2022 4

“Until the colour of a man’s skin is of no more significance than the colour of his eyes…”

Half of you

Half of her

But which half

Do I prefer

Hard to tell

Who I am

When I feel

Like a sham

15/01/2022 14

Not Another Fucking Soulmate

I was doing better alone

Then you came and messed with my head

So now I’ve got a different set of problems

To think about instead

17/05/2021 34

Dissociation

To not know

Who to trust

Certainly fucking hurts

But to be unsure

Of ones own self

Is infinitely worse

05/05/2021 14

Headfuckery

I dreamt
About you
This afternoon
For only
The second time

Then
As I woke up
The silence sent
It’s shivers
Down my spine

Xxx

26/04/2021 8

The Faceless Female

She’s back again,
the little control freak,
whispering from my shoulder.

She never really goes away,
despite my efforts to brush her aside
or however much I grow older.

I’ve never once turned to look
at her whilst I try hard to
drown out her speech.

But I never forget
she’s there, berating me,
and bleeding me like a leech.

(Originally Posted 04.08.2019)

28/02/2021 17

Aftermath

Confusion reigns
As my head struggles to explain
What I feel inside my heart

Sadness remains
As with all encompassing pain
I hate that we have to part

(Originally Posted 06.07.2019)

16/02/2021 4