Sometimes it is sadness
Sometimes it’s deep frustration
But mostly it’s just
That I still feel lost
In this whole fucking situation
Hold Me
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurt
As my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirt
Xxx
(Originally Posted 07.09.2020)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Sometimes it is sadness
Sometimes it’s deep frustration
But mostly it’s just
That I still feel lost
In this whole fucking situation
Hold Me
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurt
As my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirt
Xxx
(Originally Posted 07.09.2020)
Crying because I was happy
Crying because I was sad
Crying because I had lost
The best friend I’d ever had
Joy and Sadness
Resisting
the urge
to cry
today
is futile.
(Originally Posted 24.05.2019)
As if all I do
Is wander around
And weep into the rain
When I really feel blue
To my bed I am bound
As that is my real domain
Grey Days
I love
walking
on grey days
The raindrops
land on my face
and mingle with
my tears
Hiding them
from prying
eyes
(Originally Posted 02.05.2019)
There’s not much I can add
To this one
As the conflict still exists
To this day
Yes, there are days
When I can laugh
But those tears aren’t ever
Too far away
Conflict
I laughed today.
Hard.
Tears ran down my face,
Dizziness overtook me as my muscles ached from the strain,
And I thought I’d never breathe deeply again.
I cried today.
Hard.
Tears ran down my face,
Dizziness overtook me as my muscles ached from the strain,
And I thought I’d never breathe deeply again.
As I soldier on, as best I can,
this simultaneous existence
of conflicting emotions
is slowly killing me.
(Originally Posted 10.04.2019)
As I watched you
From the window
Hands pressed
Against the glass
My tears fell
As I knew full well
You were never
Coming back
They’re always there
Behind my eyes
Just waiting
For their time to pour
Anything and everything
Can set them free
With no reason why
Or even wherefore
As I sit here alone
And my tears glisten
I just wish I knew
Someone who’d listen
Lying in bed
Late at night
I turn over
With a sigh
I reach out
With my hand
But it’s empty
Where you’d lie
Xxx
As night falls
So does my mood
And I can’t stop crying
Again
I still cry for him at night
You know
There’ll never be a time
I won’t
Just because you’re not here
To wipe away
My tears
Doesn’t mean
I don’t
It’s been two years since you left me
Sitting all alone in that church
Cold, confused and crying
So painfully in the lurch
But it’s not really his death you know,
That has been the most pernicious
It’s how the rest of you have chosen to be
So incredibly fucking malicious
I’d give you my heart,
But it’s not worth me tryingI’d give you my body,
But it’s not worth your touchI’d give you my soul,
But it’s not worth my cryingI’d give you my life,
But it’s not worth very much(Originally Posted 19.04.2019)
I still cry myself to sleep
Not that you’d know
You selfish creep
You think because
We all lost him
That we both feel the same
But you’ve really got
No fucking clue
How I live each day in pain
I’m
crying
again
In
the
kitchen
Hot
salty
tears
itching
as
they
fall
All too
readily
from
my
face
As I
remember
what
I’ve
lost
And
who
I can’t
replace
If
you
weep
a little
louder
They
might
hear
you
at the
back
Just
don’t
expect
that
I’ll
listen
As
on me
your
tears
fall
flat
Try
as I
may
With
all
of my
might
I
have
no
idea
Where
I’ll
sleep
tonight
I don’t
know
why
I call
As I
know
you
can’t
respond
I just
need
to hear
your
voice
So
that
I can
carry
on
Weeping
againWeathered
by tearsTrying
againTethered
by fears
It’s
not
selfishTo get
through
the dayIf you
find it
helpsTo cry
the pain
away
I cried for
hours this
morning
I found your
notebook in
my pocket
Now I’ve
started to
read it
I don’t
know how
to stop it
How do you
want me to feel?
Guilty for trying?
Because I am not.
Guilty for crying?
Because I am not.
Guilty for lying?
Because I am not.
Guilty for dying?
Because I am not.
Do
these
tears
ever
stop?
Not only
did I
sleep
last nightI
also
dreamt
of youI
woke
up
cryingWith
my
insides
dyingOh why
can’t my
dreams
come true?
I am
unsure
how it
happened
And I
certainly
don’t
know why
There’s
nothing left
for me to
do now
But
just sit
around
and cry
Go on,
Keep crying.
It changes nothing.
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