It
was
awful
to see
you
waste
awayNeither
of us
knowing
whyNow
my
only
hopeIs
you
are
smoking
dopeAt
that
great
gig in
the
skyXxx
Hold Me
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurtAs my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirtXxx
47 Years Today
‘You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the moon’
Xxx
One Night In Heaven
Now
we’ll
never
hold
hands
again
Walk
in the
park
or
kiss in
the rain
That
only
fading
memories
of us
remain
Just
breaks
my heart
and fucks
with my
brain
It’s Always Worse In The Dark
I’m
crying
again
In
the
kitchen
Hot
salty
tears
itching
as
they
fall
All too
readily
from
my
face
As I
remember
what
I’ve
lost
And
who
I can’t
replace
I Hope So
Sing
to me
some
more
She
said
For
your
voice
I hold
so dear
I’ll
always
sing to
you
He
said
Even
when
I’m no
longer
here
Xxx
Locked Away
As the
chasm
between
usContinues
to growIt gets
harder
and
harderMy
feelings
to showXxx
Making (Sh)It Up
Who
could
believe
we’d
get
this
That
we’d
ever
again
share
a kiss
That
both
our
hearts
a beat
would
miss
That
we’d be
together
bathed
in bliss
Q&A
You ask
What
I left
Behind
Nothing
I answer
Just
My mind
Do You Hear Me?
I’m still angry
You see
That you died
Before me
It’s just not
The way
It was meant
To be
Xxx
‘Now I Must Walk The Other Way … Home’
Hoping
For things
To be
The same
Realising
I’m fighting
A losing
Game
Love Lost
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
Entering My Fifth Decade
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
O Unhappy Day
I never
thought
you
wouldn’t
be here
today
It’s
still
hard to
accept
that you
went away
Perhaps
you’re
still
with me
here in
spirit
I just
wish
your
presence
was more
explicit
Xxx
Simple
Remember
When you said
You’d never leave me
And you lied?
Well,
Fuck you
The Magic Shop
What
brings
you
here
He
said
What
can
I do
for
you?
I
just
need
a spell
She
said
To
make
it not
be
true
Look Out!
Falling
Tumbling
Through the air
Wondering
What it’s like
Down there
People standing
With faces aghast
Yet I don’t care
As I breathe my last
Handover
You’ll
never
copeShe
saidWhen
this
happens
to youI
knowHe
saidI’m
dreading
it too
(In) Competent
Out
of
all
the
thingsI
can
say
or
doWhat
hurts
me
the
mostIs
that
I couldn’t
save
youXxx
One Week On
What
exactly
am I
missing
out on?Go on
then
please,
explainIt’s
your last
chance to
convince meTo
leave
the
house
again
Sigh
Sorry
it must
end
this wayShe
saidBut
I need
to let
you goPlease
don’t
forget
what we
hadHe
saidOr
how
I loved
you
so
Need(le)
I
need
you
here
Please
come
and
save
me
I
need
to
feel
The
love
you
gave
me
A Heavenly Reunion
What
are
you
doing
hereHe
saidI
told
you
not
to
followI
couldn’t
take
any
moreShe
saidLife
without
you
left
me
hollowXxx
Quicksand
I’ve
no
idea
How
I got
in
But
I know
I can’t
Get
out
There’s
no one
here
To
lend
a hand
Or
act
upon
My
shout
Tinged With Sadness
In
amongst
all of
this
madnessHere
I stand
heart
tinged
with
sadness
Three Score And Ten
Some
days
it feels
like
foreverOthers
it feels
like a
minuteBut no
matter
how
much
time has
passedLife’s
still
shit
without
you
in itXxx
Sleeping On The Sofa
Too
many
times
I’ve
sat
here
and
cried
Your
slightest
touch
So
cruelly
denied
And
even
though
We
both
tried
I’ve
still
been
left
Feeling
dead
inside
Xxx
‘Counts As A Treat’
How you
used to
make me
laugh
Is
etched
on my
soul
like a
lithograph
That
comes
alive
only
in my
dreams
But
leaves me
falling
apart
at the
seams
Upon
waking
Xxx
The Far Side
You
don’t
have
to be
here
For
me to
know
you
care
You
don’t
have
to be
near
For
me to
know
you’re
there
Xxx
Duped
You
must
never
leave
me
She
said
For
I
would
fall
apart
I’ll
stay
with
you
forever
He
said
I’d
never
break
your
heart
Interaction
Give
me a
thumbs
up
And
I’ll
give
you
two
All
whilst
silently
Whispering
fuck
you
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
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