I guess you could say
I’ve been in mourning
With no desire to see
Yet another day dawning
And despite me trying
To relieve this burden
It would only be lying
To say my future is certain
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I guess you could say
I’ve been in mourning
With no desire to see
Yet another day dawning
And despite me trying
To relieve this burden
It would only be lying
To say my future is certain
You keep saying
That it’s sorted
And everything’s
Under control
Yet all I can see
Is anxiety
As you fall deeper
Down the hole
Of course
It’s raining
Outside
Just now
Why the fuck
Wouldn’t it be?
Because
I’ve come out
Without a coat
And the joke
Is always
On me
The lighter’s scritch
Scratches the itch
Of yet another
Nicotine hit
So I flick the switch
And cross the stitch
On yet another day
I didn’t quit
Do you think we could be intimate
He said
Without you drinking wine first
I doubt it very much
She said
As you’re not enough to quench my thirst
Legless
Play that song
one more time
She
said
And pour me
another drink
I want to
feel it all
She
said
But without me
having to think
(Originally Posted 08.02.2020)
Are you sure that you’re done
She said
You’re not even up for a fling?
I am absolutely sure
He said
I’m no longer ‘up’ for anything
A Solo Affair
I’m fine
by myself
without
all of
that
Just me
here
alone
in my
own flat
I don’t
need to
feel anyone
else’s
touch
As frankly
I never
really
liked it
much
(Originally Posted 16.09.2019)
You came through
Like a bolt from the blue
When I never even knew
How much I needed you
I’m finally closing the curtains
In the windows of my mind
Another bleeding heart
With wisdom left to impart
You will have to find
If we were to meet again
I’d simply walk on by
I’d turn my head away from you
Try not to catch your eye
For I could not do this again
Your loss has left me broken
No, I’d simply walk on by
With nary a word spoken
I
miss
youWhen
my
feet
are
coldAnd
how
youWould
always
warm
them
soXxx
It’s
okay
to fail
sometimes
He
said
That
you
keep
trying
will
count
Tell
that
to the
bank
manager
She
said
As my
debts
continue
to mount
We
really
shouldn’t
do thisShe
saidIf it’s
something
you’ll
regretI won’t
know
until
we’re
doneHe
saidAnd I
haven’t
started
yet
Ah well
What the heck
Put your hand
Around my neck
And squeeze
Give it to me hard
Give it to me rough
I honestly won’t mind
If you act a little tough
Squeeze me a little too tightly
Pinch me a little too hard
I just want to feel something
That doesn’t leave me scarred
I’d
rather
never
see
you
again
Than
see
you
burn
in
hell
So
if
I
just
move
myself
away
Then
I’ll
never
have
to
tell
Pour
yourself
a drink
And come
sit with me
Let’s tell
each other
stories
Of how we’re
meant to be
My
chest
tightens
As my
eyes
swell
At yet
another
day
Burning
in
hell
Don’t
come
anywhere
near
me
I don’t
know
where
you’ve
been
There’s
no way
you are
touching
me
Until
your
hands
are
clean
It’s
never
been
as
quiet
here
Since
the
day
you
left
Not
only
did
you
break
my
heart
But
you
left
my
ears
bereft
Is that
really
it
There’s
nothing
more?
She asks
while
falling
to the
floor
We’ve
drunk
it all
The
well
is dry
He
exclaims
with a
tear in
his eye
I know
it’s
rotten
inside
Every
morning
I can
taste it
I’ll just
wait until
the nerve
has died
And then
then it
can be
extracted
It’s the
first
thought
I have
When
I
wake
A
desire
so
dark
My heart
starts
to
shake
As the
hour of my
certain
end draws
near
Will today
be the
day I
release
my fear?
I am
unsure
how it
happened
And I
certainly
don’t
know why
There’s
nothing left
for me to
do now
But
just sit
around
and cry
I can be
with you,
she said,
when my
sadness no
longer showsThen we
will go to
a place,
he said,
where no one
else knows
A
little
nick
hereA
little
cut
thereIt
doesn’t
hurt
anymoreNot
that
I’d
care…
If only you would
If only you wouldn’t
If only you could
If only you couldn’t
If only I did
If only I didn’t
If only I had
If only I hadn’t
It looks
like this
situation
I may have
misjudgedAs not
once did I
think it
would hurt
this much
I don’t bite.
Much.
I lie
in your bed
and I lie
to your face.I am
a public fraud
and a private
disgrace.