Fuck
this
shit
She
said
I’m
going
home
I’ll
walk
you
He
said
You
can’t
go alone
I
don’t
need
you
She
said
Why
don’t you
just drop
dead
You’ll be
sorry you
wished for
that
He
said
When
you’re
alone in
our bed
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Fuck
this
shit
She
said
I’m
going
home
I’ll
walk
you
He
said
You
can’t
go alone
I
don’t
need
you
She
said
Why
don’t you
just drop
dead
You’ll be
sorry you
wished for
that
He
said
When
you’re
alone in
our bed
I’m sure
your star
shines
brightly,Up
there
in the
sky.I
search
for it
nightly,But it
always
passes
me by.
Who knows
when our
time will
comeBut I fear
it’s not
just yetFor you
have to
forgive
yourselfAnd I
have to
forget
I hope it
all goes
well
todayI hope
with
all my
heartI just
couldn’t
bear it
if youHad to
live the
way I
now doAnd for
your lives
to be torn
apart
As that
day draws
ever closerThe pain
cannot be
avoidedTo think
it was just
a year agoWhen my
whole world
imploded
Is that
the time,
he said,
I should
get my
things
and leaveWell don’t
let me
keep you,
she said,
for I have
others
to please
Did you always love him?
Yes
Did he always love you?
No
Did that change anything?
Never
Why oh
why can’t
you write
such
poetry
for me?
For our
love is
forbidden
and so
could
never be!
I wish
I could
see in
myself,She
said,What you’ve
seen since
our affair
began.For that
you’d need
to love
yourself,He
said,And I
don’t
think
you can.
We can
leave
together,
He
said,
I promise
I’ll look
after you.
When
will you
grow up,
She
said,
You poor
misguided
fool.
Let’s
all
raise
a glassAnd
make a
drunken
toastTo all
those
cruel
bastards
out thereWho
claim
they
love us
the most
I reckon
I could
manage
todayIf I
could
see
your
face
againI reckon
I could
find
a wayIf I
could
hear
your
voice
againI reckon
I could
try to
be okayIf I
could
hold
your
hand
againI reckon
I could
probably
stayIf I
could
kiss
your
lips
again
Love is
irrelevant
in the
great war
of life
For all it
leads to
is incessant
trouble
and strife
Life was
cruel to him
And people
were cruel too
It was only me
who was kind
Me who stuck by
him like glue
You
pulled
me into
your
orbit
And
then you
promptly
jumped ship
I will
never
forgive
you for
that
You
fucking
piece
of shit
Maybe
one day
we’ll meet
againBut no one
knows
if that’s
trueSo until
such time
as that day
may comeI’ll just
lie here
and dream
of you
You
once
were
mineBut
now
you’re
goneI was
once
on
cloud
nineNow I
can’t
even
see
cloud
one
Your
obsession
with me
will wane
one dayThen all
of my
troubles
will fade
to grey
I’ll always
be better
than youOf that
there can
be no doubtFor you
really don’t
have a clueHow much
bullshit
you spout
You’ll probably never see me again
And I’m quite happy with that
As it’s the very least you deserve
For being such an obnoxious twat
It
will
always
be
you
Just
look
what
you’ve
done
She
said
You’ve
gone
and
broken
my
heart
Don’t
pretend
you
didn’t
know
He
said
That
this
would
happen
from
the
start
Neither of
us knows
If the life
we chose
Will work out
for the best
You
think
you
knowBut
you
have
no clueWhat
I’ve
had to
let goOr
what I
still go
through
I
miss
your
kissThat
much
is
trueThere’s
no
one
elseThat
kisses
like
you
Do
these
tears
ever
stop?
I’ll no
longer
provide
a distractionOr a
lens for
your
dissatisfactionI should
command
much more
attentionFor I
deserve
the utmost
adoration
I can’t
stay,
she said,
I have
to go
back
It’s the
only way
to get my
life back
on track
I’ll come
with you,
he said,
you don’t
have to go
on your own
I’m here to
help you
through
so you’ll
never
be alone
Don’t
expect
me to
be shockedOr to
go off
on one
half cockedFor I
know this
is where
it endsAnd why
we can
no longer
be friends
One
touch
Is
not
enough
You
need to
give
more
For
my
heart
to
thaw
Thank
you so
much
for
being
you
Otherwise
I’d still
be wandering
around
without
a clue
Waiting
for
the days
not to
feel
so blue
And
hoping
to find
a love
that’s
true
I only hope
that one dayYou might look
at me that wayThat you will
give us our chanceTo get caught up
in a fine romance
Nothing in this house
makes sense anymore
Madness lurks
behind every door
Memories of all
the love we swore
Leave my head in a spin
and my heart on the floor
You never
once
bought
me flowers
Which used
to make
me mad
Now I don’t
give a fuck
about any
of that stuff
I just
want you
back
You’ll
never
be the
one for
me,
So why
can’t I
just
leave
it alone?
Why do
I keep
getting
my hopes
up,
When
you’ve
made your
feelings
known?
It’s been
a busy
few daysIn
many
waysBut now all
my tasks are
completedSo with
nothing
left to doI’ll soon
be thinking
of youAnd how
I’ve been left
feeling cheated
It will
soon be
a year,
without
you here,
and I
don’t
know
what
to do.For I’m
still
nowhere
near,
facing
my fear,
or the
reality
of losing
you.Xxx
I’ll
never
fall
in love
againNot
that
I ever
wanted
to beLove is
for those
with
delicate
soulsAnd
not
for the
likes
of me
I’m
not
sure
I can
give
any
more
I think
I’ll
have
to stop
There
is
nothing
left
Now
I’m
bereft
But to
wait
for the
other
shoe
to drop
It’s a
jarring
thoughtFor us
to be
caughtHolding
hands with
each otherI would
be terribly
fraughtTo think
of him
distraughtThat I was
now in love
with another
I would
follow
you all
the way
there and
backTo where
the air
turns blue
and the
sky turns
blackI would
follow you
all the
way there
and back
againIf we
could be
together,
forever,
without all
this pain
I love you
with all
my heart
He said
And that
would never
change
I can’t
imagine us
being apart
He said
It would
really be
too strange
I’m sorry
but that’s
not enough
She said
For me
to want
to stay
I know you
will find
it tough
She said
But I
have to
walk away
People leave.
Fact.
I
asked
the
doctor
When
will the
tablets
work?
When do
they take
away my
hurt?
Nothing
will
do that,
she said
Tablets
only
make it
easier to
get out
of bed
I
asked
the
doctor
Are
you
sure?
Won’t
you do
something
more?
There’s
nothing
else I
can do,
she said
You just
have to
accept
that he
is dead
I still
love you,
he said,
underneath
it allBut it’s
just not
enough,
she said,
I want more
You have
no idea
what’s
going onInside
this
grieving
heart of
mine
Now it’s
time
for me
leavePlease
don’t
make a
fussIt’s not
the end
of the
worldIt’s
just
the end
of us
Your
innocence
is appealing
But my
patience
is deceiving
Your
kindness
is relieving
But my
cynicism
is unyielding
Death
peers in
through
the gloomAs I
lie here
alone in
this roomUpon
this bed
we once
sharedCrying for
the love
we once
declared
Fall in
love with
me all
you likeBut don’t
think I
can love
you backThe
voices
inside
my headHave long
since put
a stop
to that
If you
think
about it,
he said,
love never
really dies.Oh great,
she said,
another
hapless
fuckwit
to despise.
At one time
perhaps
I would have
said yesBut the
desire now
I no longer
possessShould you
ever try
your love
to professTo this
emptiness
inside I
would confess
I
went
out
tonight
I tried
and I
failed
All
dreams
are now
curtailed
For that ship,
it seems,
has sailed
You say
it’s not me,
it’s you.But
you’re
a liar.And we
both know
that’s true.
With my
heart
in my
mouth
And my
head
in my
hands
It saddens
me to realise
That no one
understands
I loved you,
When no one else did.
Remember that.
Come
with me,
he said,
take my
hand.
I want to
fly you to
Neverland.I’m sorry,
she said,
but there’s
no way
I can.
Please
say you
understand.
Why do
you get to
be happy
again
When
I don’t?
Why do
you get
to love
again
When
I won’t?
There
is no
more
hope.There
are no
more
dreams.My life
continues
to fall apart
at the seams,As I
lie here
thinking
of you.Wondering
what the fuck
I’m supposed
to do.Now.
You said
you wanted
to leave
And I
didn’t beg
you to stay
Now we
both lie to
someone else
And that’s
the price
we pay
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