It was only
When I stopped
Keeping the peace
With those around me
That I finally
Found my peace
Within
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
It was only
When I stopped
Keeping the peace
With those around me
That I finally
Found my peace
Within
Although I sit here alone
Devoid of all mirth
I may well be full of wine
But I still know my worth
That thing
You were speaking of
Well, I think I’ve found it
Now I’m out of my head
And in your bed
I don’t think I’ll ever quit
“You’d have so much to offer
If you could just proffer
A kindly look their way”
—
“My mouth may be broken
But I do have a shot gun
So I’m sure I’ll be ok”
When
I next see her
I’ll be sure
To let her know
How you’re passionate,
Funny and kind
And how it hurts
To let you go
There’s nothing left to say
She said
Now my future is on track
You once took my breath away
She said
But now I want it back
I know
That I’m not
Quite ready
Thoughts of him
Still rife
In my head
But if you
Come around
Happy to be
The rebound
Then I won’t kick you
Out of bed
So now you’re back
You think I’ll crack
And give you my heart again
Well I’ve changed tack
And jumped into the sack
With your (much fitter) best friend
I used to think
You were the one
Now I’m just glad
That you’ve gone
We’re going on a journey
She said
So be sure to pack your case
Maybe if we leave now
He said
The past we can erase
If I can’t give you
All of my heart
Would you be happy
With just one piece?
You can have the bit
That’s dead to me
And I’ll keep the part
That beats
Things are fine
Most of the time
I quite forget
That you even got ill
But then I’ll drink wine
And from nowhere, time
Once again
Stands still
Xxx
It’s funny how
The world went on
Like it didn’t miss
The fact you’d gone
Xxx
If all you do
Is stay at home
In a self imposed
Exile
You’ll soon find
Not even your friends
Will miss you
After a while
Who was the worst
Me or you
Does it even matter
Who did what to who
Now we have both
Taken the fall
To still keep score
Really means fuck all
You said
You didn’t want me
So I had no choice
But to move on
If you’d made it clear
How you held me dear
Then your feelings
I wouldn’t have forgone
With a click of a button
Just like that
It’s like you never even existed
All of those chats
Archived away
And any future contact, restricted
Just keep on walking
He said
And don’t you ever come back
Just stop fucking talking
She said
You’ve already won this attack
The world didn’t stop
But I did
You all carried on
While I went and hid
I meant
What I said
When I left
I still cry for him at night
You know
There’ll never be a time
I won’t
Just because you’re not here
To wipe away
My tears
Doesn’t mean
I don’t
It was only in losing you
Forever
That I truly found myself
Xxx
I do not come here
Every week
Looking for praise or reward
For I don’t deserve
Any of those things
Of that I have been assured
How long is normal
To feel empty inside
Because I still do
Ever since he died
I have no interest in going back
Or to stroll down memory lane
I just want this war to end
And to move on from all this pain
This is
My last post
Everything
Has been written
All sides
Of this cherry
Are now
Thoroughly bitten
I think I could learn to trust you
She said
I’m beginning to find the way
Well, I really cannot tell you
He said
How much that makes my day
Life without you recently
Certainly has been gloomy
Even if my heart is now
That little bit more roomy
We’ve got to move quickly
He said
Time is of the essence
Just go ahead without me
She said
I haven’t run since adolescence
There will be someone out there
He said
That will be the one for you
What if he’s already gone
She said
I don’t believe there can be two
You’ve now outstayed a welcome
That you were never fucking given
So if you would kindly
Piss off please
I can get back to living
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