I still cry for him at night
You know
There’ll never be a time
I won’t
Just because you’re not here
To wipe away
My tears
Doesn’t mean
I don’t
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I still cry for him at night
You know
There’ll never be a time
I won’t
Just because you’re not here
To wipe away
My tears
Doesn’t mean
I don’t
It was only in losing you
Forever
That I truly found myself
Xxx
I do not come here
Every week
Looking for praise or reward
For I don’t deserve
Any of those things
Of that I have been assured
How long is normal
To feel empty inside
Because I still do
Ever since he died
I have no interest in going back
Or to stroll down memory lane
I just want this war to end
And to move on from all this pain
This is
My last post
Everything
Has been written
All sides
Of this cherry
Are now
Thoroughly bitten
I think I could learn to trust you
She said
I’m beginning to find the way
Well, I really cannot tell you
He said
How much that makes my day
Life without you recently
Certainly has been gloomy
Even if my heart is now
That little bit more roomy
We’ve got to move quickly
He said
Time is of the essence
Just go ahead without me
She said
I haven’t run since adolescence
There will be someone out there
He said
That will be the one for you
What if he’s already gone
She said
I don’t believe there can be two
You’ve now outstayed a welcome
That you were never fucking given
So if you would kindly
Piss off please
I can get back to living
I used to be quite angry
But now I just feel numb
It’s not what you’ve said
That’s messed with my head
But everything else you’ve done
Life goes on,
now I’m alone,
as tears wash
over me
like rain.Time moves on,
as I come undone,
with fear that
I’ll never
love again.(Originally Posted 10.07.2019)
You will never beat me,
So please don’t even try.
I could choose to hurt you,
To really make you cry.
But I’m the better person,
Of that I have no doubt.
So just carry on with your bullshit,
Because you’ll never drive me out.
(Originally Posted 02.06.2019)
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I may very well
Have been a cunt
But so, my dear, have you
I
never
thought
This
would
be
How
all
this
would
end
Me
living
here
alone
Without
my
best
friend
(Originally Posted 21.06.2019)
I keep thinking I’ve forgotten something.
And I have.
You.
(Originally Posted 23.05.2019)
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s that you can’t skip the stages
Even if moving forward
Feels like it’s taking fucking ages
If you jump too far forward
You only fall further back
And all you do is store your pain
For further down the track
I don’t feel better
I haven’t forgotten
I’ve just stopped telling you
How I feel
You can fuck off now
I’ve had enough
I no longer care
For this selfish stuff
But you should know
And I mean to be blunt
Maybe I wasn’t always right
But you were always a cunt
I am no longer who I was
I am now someone more
And although I’m alone
I’ll find my own way home
That’s for fucking sure
We
only
really
reached
halfway
When
you
went
and
died
on me
Now
what
was
once
bright
is grey
As
I deal
with
life's
debris
Who am I now?
What should I do?
Why am I still here?
When I could be with you?
Xxx
Considering
everything
I’ve given
up
My
life is
finally
on track
It’s just
a shame
I didn’t
know
how
All
of
this
would
work
out
And
left
you
standing
a while
back
How
long
will
you
Be
here
for
me
When
your
own
tradegy
strikes
What
will
happen
To
our
love
When
your
reality
bites?
Do
you
say
those
thingsTo
someone
elseNow
you
don’t
say
them
to me?Does
it
make
me
patheticMy
thoughts
so
freneticThat
these
things
still
bother
me?
Some
people
may
have
alreadyBut
I can
never
forgetFor
even
after
all
this
timeI’m
still
fucked
in the
head
Was it you
That was
The one
For me
But a future
Between us
I just
Could not see
I suppose
That now
None of that
Even matters
For you’ve
Moved on
While I’m left
In tatters
Will
there be
someone
else
for me
Or
will
I forever
remain
bereft?
For
all I’ve
felt is
numb
you see
Ever
since
the day
you
left
So I’ll walk away
And say cheerio
To the girl
I used to know
You ask
What
I left
Behind
Nothing
I answer
Just
My mind
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