‘For the strength of the Pack is the Wolf, and the strength of the Wolf is the Pack’
– Rudyard Kipling
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
‘For the strength of the Pack is the Wolf, and the strength of the Wolf is the Pack’
– Rudyard Kipling
“A True Maid”
No, no; for my virginity,
When I lose that, says Rose,
I’ll die:
Behind the elms last night, cried
Dick,
Rose, were you not
extremely sick?
– Matthew Prior
Even though
It’s still a shit show
It must go on,
I suppose
(Originally Posted 22.03.2019)
Leave
this
place,
the
light
shape
whispers,
for
it
is
not
your
time.I’m
staying
here,
the
dark
shape
whispers,
for
now
I
want
what’s
mine.(Originally Posted 16.05.2019)
I think that I forgot myself
Somewhere along the way
So not only have I lost you
I’ve got a whole life to replay
(Originally Posted 28.07. 2019)
Confusion reigns
As my head struggles to explain
What I feel inside my heartSadness remains
As with all encompassing pain
I hate that we have to part(Originally Posted 06.07.2019)
You have no idea
As you sit here
With your good humour and wit.
Now let me be clear
Kindly fuck off my dear
‘Cause honestly, you don’t know shit.
(Originally Posted 18.06.2019)
It's only when you have nothing
That you realise words are everything
Words make your mind break
Words make your soul ache
Words incite you to roar
Words inspire you to soar
It's only when you have nothing
That you realise words are everything
I have nothing
But my words
(Originally Posted 16.03.2019)
The darker nights
Are drawing in,
Not least those
In my heart.
I should stop
Drinking bathtub gin,
Now that would
Be a start.
(Originally Posted 09.04.2019)
In
amongst
all of
this
madnessHere
I stand
heart
tinged
with
sadness
It
frightens
me
just
how
much
your
Inaction
shakes
me
to
the
core
It’s
OK
You
can
say
it
After
all
it’s
true
I
know
you
never
Really
loved
me
Like
how
I loved
you
Whether
it’s her
Or whether
it’s me
You’ll never
be anything
But
unhappy
If
only
I
could
make
you
see
That
it is
you
who
keeps
the
key
Oh
how
much
fun
it
could
be
Finding
ways
to
make
us
both
happy
The love
I once
had to
give
Ran so
deep
and
wide
But now,
it seems,
the river
is dry
As I’m
all but
dead
inside
Time
drags
on
With
impending
doom
As I
search for
a way
Out
of the
gloom
So now
you’re
leaving
me too
Now
you have
broken
my heart?
Well
fuck off
back to
her then
I’ll
soon
tear you
apart
What
keeps
us
togetherCan
also
tear
us
apartBut
what
ultimately
destroys
usMight
just
mend
a broken
heart
It’s
all
still
so
fucking
surreal
I
can’t
get my
head
around
it
Fuck
knows
what
I am
supposed
to feel
Let
alone
how
to
explain
it
How
do I
love
thee?
Let me
count
the
ways
It’s a
lot more
than
spaghetti
But
not as
much as
bolognese
Seriously,
He said,
That was funny.
Can’t you just crack a smile?
Wait a minute,
She said,
While I remember how.
It’s honestly been a while.
I’ll
never
leave
the
house
again
If
that
is
what
you
want
There’s
nothing
out
there
for
me
anyway
Of
that
I’m
confident
I can’t
believe
it’s taken
All this
time to
see
That the
bully is
not you
But,
actually,
it’s me
I
know
that
you
are
here
to stay
I heard
your
voice
from
miles
away
Telling
them
you
were
coming
for me
And
that
you
would
have
no
sympathy
I’ve
slept
most
of the
night
tonight
And I
haven’t
yet
got
out
of bed
I wish
I could
say
I am
ill or
something
But
it’s
actually
just
apathy
instead
I know
I am no
expertBut I wish
you would
just admitThat your
claim to be
an introvertIs
absolute
bullshitYou’re
actually
just boringThat is
the truth
of itDevoid
of all
reasoningWith a
complete
lack of witYou say
you’re
introspectiveTo seem
like less of
a lame duckBut your
attempts are
ineffectiveAs you’re
simply dull
as fuck
Don’t
bother
picking
flowers
They
will just
make me
sneeze
If you
really
want to
impress me
Just
bring
a wheel
of cheese
For an
‘expensive’
bottle
of wine
And a
little
bit of
Brie
Is
really
all it
takes
To get
into
bed
with me
Life gets a little easier
Day by day
As the worst of the heartache
Fades away
But the ostracism
That never ends
Although I’ve done all I can
To apologise and make amends
You
can
cry
All
you
want
But
it’s
your
fault
It’s
come
to
this
You’re
the
one
Who
led
me
on
And
it
was
you
Who
took
the
piss
You say
you’ve
got it
roughWell I’m
calling
bullshitAs I’m
the one
doing
it toughYou
fucking
hypocrite
I wish
that
I could
tell you
more
But
I know
I am
not
allowed
For
our
moral
code
dictates
That
my
feelings
I must
enshroud
If you
can’t
bear
to see
the hurt
you’ve
caused
Then
feel
free
to
look
away
For I
know
that
guilt
will
fuck
you up
And
you’ll
face
the
truth
one day
No
longer
looking for
reasons
to liveRapidly
running
out of
fucks
to give
One down,
A thousand to go.
This shit is harder
Than it looks,
You know.
When
you
close
your
eyes
at night
Please
don’t
think
of me
Just
pretend
I’m
someone
else
Footloose
and
fancy-
free
There
is no
wayThat
I can
shareFor
what
we haveIs
beyond
compare
You’ve only
been given
what you
deservePunishment
for keeping
so much
in reserve
I like
it when
you laugh
He said
I wish
you’d do
it more
Just write
another
paragraph
She said
Then you’ll
really see
me roar
I don’t
want you
to visit
When all
you bring
is pain
I’d rather
stay home
alone
And break
this toxic
chain
I doubt
I’ll get
through
another
dayUnless
I know
that
you’re
okay
It
seems
like
you
have
disappeared
And
there’s
nothing
I can
do
For
you’ve
left
me
heart
broken
And I
will
never
forgive
you
Although
my mind
is brokenAnd my
soul has
been torn
apartUnderneath
all the
sadness
I’m stillA hopeless
romantic
at heart
I am not
who you
think I amSo please
don’t look
up to meIf you
only knew
the truthYou’d cut
down our
family tree
Time to
get some
sleepHe
saidYou can
do that
another dayIf only
it was
that easyShe
saidTo pack
my brain
away
Just
when
I think
I’ve got
no tears
left
They
fall
down
my
face
again
Why
the fuck
didn’t
someone
tell
me
How
to
prepare
for all
this
pain
I just
don’t
understandWhy
you’re so
overjoyedWhen
I can’t
help but
feelSo
whole
heartedly
annoyed
Can we
leave it
there?
She
asks
As I
cannot
take
much
more
You’re
damn
right
He
replies
As he
edges
towards
the door
I used
to careI used
to worryNow I don’t
feel anythingIn a
hurry
If you
keep
pulling
out your
hair
He
said
You
will
end up
going
bald
And
what
exactly
is it
about that
She
said
That
leaves
you so
appalled?
I suppose
I should
have
askedIf you
really
were
okBefore
I put our
friendship
on blastAnd
again as
I walked
away
I’m
better
alone
than in
company
Just
like I’m
happier
in the
dark
That
way
I never
have to
see anyone
Or
hear
another
disparaging
remark
It’s
not
that
you’re
wrong
It’s
just
that
I’m
right
I
know
you just
tolerate me
I can
tell by
the way
you smile
It’s
like you
are just
humouring me
The
way you
would
a child
I
remember
what you
would say
To
hurt
and to
annoy
But I
always
forgave
you
In
the
end
For you
were just
a little
boy
I’ve got
nothing
more to
say to you
So please
just
leave me
alone
You don’t
deserve
anything
from me
For every
chance
you have
blown
Don’t
expect
me to
feel
sorry
for you
Now
that
you’re
on
your
own
You’ve
bought
this
misery
upon
yourself
These
these
seeds
you
yourself
have
sown
I’m
leaving
first
thing
in the
morning
And I’m
unsure
if I’ll
return
For I
have
so
many
scores
to settle
And a
shitload
of bridges
to burn
Please don’t pity me,
As I’m ok by myself.
I’ve got a set of ladders to reach,
A saucepan from the shelf.
I don’t need anyone to catch a spider,
I can open my own jars.
I can brew my own keg of cider,
I can order my own food in bars.
So please don’t pity me,
As I’m ok by myself.
In fact I choose to be single now,
For the goodness of my health.
Outside
the
storm
ragesWith
all of its
power
and mightI’m so
glad I
don’t have
to walkHome
alone
again
tonight
I
don’t
mind
being
asleep
It’s the
waking
up I
don’t
care
for
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