I wish
I could
tell you
everything
With
no
detail
spared
Perhaps
I would
If I
thought
you’d be
interested
If for a
second
I believed
you cared
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I wish
I could
tell you
everything
With
no
detail
spared
Perhaps
I would
If I
thought
you’d be
interested
If for a
second
I believed
you cared
Life
is full
of false
starts
and
dead
endsThe
trick
is to
bail out
before
delirium
descends
I do
love
youBut I
don’t
like
you
very
muchYour
words
leave
me
reelingAnd
cold
to the
touch
If life’s
a bitch
And then
you die
Then what’s
the fucking
point
Just flip
the switch
Let out
a sigh
And roll
another
joint
Time can
never mendA broken
heartWhen tears
descend
I
see
you
standing
up there
Before
those
huge
stained
glasses
Conjuring
up
your
scripture
Designed
to
terrify
the
masses
You
may
well
fool
some
people
Maybe
the ill
or weak
of mind
But
I’ll
be free
of you
one day
Leaving
the
bullshit
you
preach
behind
I
really
do love you,
She
said,
I love
you with
all my heart.
But you
also love
tomato sauce,
He
said,
So is this
whole thing
just a farce?
This
country
is
my
home
now
Of
that
there
is
no
doubt
If
I
had
not
followed
you
here
Then
I’d
never
have
found
that
out
Please
give me
another
pill to
swallowFor I
don’t
want to
wake up
tomorrow
Who do you
think you are?
You malicious
little cow
This time you’ve
gone too far
Surely no one will
believe you now
I
could
be so
much
more
forgiving
If I
didn’t
have to
work
for a
living
I’m
feeling
quite
happy
today
Most
things
are
going
well
Surely
it’s
only a
matter
of time
Before
I’m sent
straight
back
to hell
Why
didn’t
you
follow
your
dreams?
She
said
Using
your
good
humour
and wit
Now
you’ve
got no
choice
She
said
But
to put
up with
his
bullshit
The kitchen
tap dripsPuncturing
the silenceLike a knife
to my heart
You don’t
have to
prove
anything
He said
Least
of all
to me
But I
need to
prove it
to myself
She said
Otherwise
I’ll never
be free
I
miss
you so
much it
hurtsBut
knowing
you don’t
miss me
is worse
Seriously
now
I need
some sleep
For if
I don’t
A lid on it
I won’t keep
It’s all
just so
fucking
bizarre
How the
tables
have
turned
With
things
now as
they are
And
what we
both have
learned
I’d
rather
sit and
tear
out my
own hair
Than
waste
another
moment
hoping
you’d care
Just
close
your
eyes
and
count
to ten
I’ll
take
you to
heaven
and
back
again
Sitting
aloneA
life
changedHeart
on
loanThoughts
rearranged
Will you
catch meWhen I
fall?Or am I
not worthThe effort
at all?
You don’t
laugh much
do youHe
saidI’ve hardly
ever seen
you smilePerhaps
you might
understandShe
saidIf you
sit with
me awhile
My heart
has been
aching
all day
Nothing
has made
the pain
go away
Perhaps
this will
finally be
the end
And I’ll
no longer
have to
pretend
Tears
become
oceansHours
into
daysGoing
through
the motionsCaught
between
the waves
You can’t
keep
hurting
yourself
He
said
For I
can’t
bear to
see it
The
only
problem
is
She
said
It’s
not just
about you,
is it?
You
want
me to
express
remorse?Not
until my
revenge
has run
its course
Thank
you
for the
offer
But I
really
must
say no
There is
no need
for you
to listen
To any
more of
my tales
of woe
I have
to say
I’ve
had
enoughSurely
no one
can be
this
tough
We
should
do this
more
often
She
said
You
really
are so
sweet
I
love
it when
you
soften
He
said
It
makes
me feel
complete
I don’t care
who you areOr if you think
you’re rightYou will not get
the best of meFor I’ll never
give up this fight
My chest
feels heavy
My throat
is tight
Wondering
whose feelings
I will hurt
tonight
My
heart
is soreFrom
searching
for moreForever
rotten to
the core
I’d give
anything
to have
you back
To
hold
you
close
To
pull
you
near
To
never
shed
another
tear
But I
know
now
that
will
never
happen
For I’m
destined
to live
a life
without
such
passion
I’ve
never
felt
relief
like it
To have
something
go right
despite it
looking like
it was
all over
Now I
must try
hard to
make it
count
For who
knows
when,
yet
again,
that debt
will mount
As
bad
decisions
come
back
to say
hello
I
wish
I
knew
what
to do
For
now
my
life
has
fallen
apart
And it
feels
so
empty
without
you
To
help me
through
this
misery
Perhaps
I’ll
make
a drink
That
is what
they
say,
isn’t it?
A cup
of tea
solves
everything?
All is quiet
All is still
Thank fuck
For that glass of wine
And the extra pill
When
I was
younger
I
longed
to be
free
But
now I
am older
It’s not
all it’s
cracked
up to be
Finally
It’s
time to
put the
pen down
To
stand
up
Dust
myself
off
And
replace
my crown
There’s
people,
people,
everywhere
Dashing
around
without
a care
Or,
at least,
that’s how
it looks
When I
glance up
from behind
my books
Tell
me
I
matter
He
said
Tell
me
I’m
brave
Stop
all
this
chatter
She
said
And
please
just
behave
You
were
in my
dreams
last night
We
kissed
longingly
by the
fire
Although
I woke
with a
painful
fright
It
didn’t
quite
quench
my desire
I can’t
wait for
the day
When I
no longer
wince
At
every
glimpse
Of
your
photo
How
much
longer
will this
take?
How
many
choices
must I
make?
Before
I finally
get
what
I want
And you
stop
being
such a
cunt
Just
because
I like
my own
company
Don’t
assume
I don’t
want
any
What do
you want
me to sayThat I’ll
eventually
be okay?What is it
you want
me to doFall
desperately
out of love
with you?Well
neither
of these
are possibleFor
meBecause
I am nowhere
near as
methodicalAs
you
Each
time
I tryI always
seem
to failSpectacularly
Can you
see me?For I can
see youBelieve it
or notBut I know
it’s true
I can’t
change
the time
on the
ovenIt’s just
one more
thing
I have
discoveredSince
you’ve
gone
Just stop
Please rewind
I want to go back
I’ve changed my mind
Have
I
done
the
wrong
thing
again?
I
suppose
only
time
will
tell
Until
then
I’ll
try to
keep
myself
sane
Whilst
preparing
to
burn
in
hell
Stumbling
home
Drunk
again
When will
I learn
Alcohol
is not
My best
friend
I wish
we
could
have
spokenRight
at
the
very
endI’ll
miss
your
voice
foreverThe
sound
of my
best
friend
I can’t
think of
anything
more
exciting
Than
sitting
under
subdued
lighting
With
your
lips
pressed
to mine
That
feeling
divine
Now,
doesn’t
that
sound
inviting?
I really
can’t be
arsed today
Do I have
to leave
the house?
I promise
if you let
me stay
I’ll be
as quiet
as a mouse
Home alone
Thinking of you
Crying again
Knowing it’s true
However
hard I
look
for you
You’re not
here to
help me
through
So with
no one
else to
turn to
I’ll just
struggle on
without
a clue
I’m not ashamed
to admit
I shed a tear or
two last night
As the clock
struck twelve
It was all
a bit shit
Sitting here
all night
And drinking
by myself
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