You may think
Your cheeky wink
Was both charming
And flirtatious
Yet your inane smile
And attempt to beguile
Tested nothing
But my patience
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You may think
Your cheeky wink
Was both charming
And flirtatious
Yet your inane smile
And attempt to beguile
Tested nothing
But my patience
Thinking back
To that night
A split decision
And your plane
Took flight
If I’d known then
What I do now
I’d have grabbed
Your hand
And never
Let go
I’ve never felt
More myself
Than when I
Was alone
With you
Xxx
Why don’t
We leave now
He said
Let’s get a bus,
Taxi or walk
We won’t
Be having sex
She said
But I’d love it
If we could talk
Back
In the beginning
There was
So much
To adore
And yet
I still ended
Up crying
On the bathroom
Floor
As the thunder claps
And the heavens open
I search through the scraps
Of what you have broken
I know
That you’re
In love
With her
But please spare
A thought
For me
I know we
Were bereft
And that’s why
You left
But you were once
Everything
To me
I wonder
Where
You are
Tonight
And if
You ever
Think of me
Or do you
Just
Lay there
Her hands in
Your hair
As you sigh
Contentedly
Do you think
We connected
Because we’re
Both damaged
Inside
That,
Perhaps,
We only found
Each other
As we had
Nowhere left
To hide
How we were
Tonight
Wasn’t
Quite right
In fact,
We were downright
Laughable
But when
A love affair
Is in the air
I guess no one is
Entirely rational
Please
Don’t look
At me
That way
I know
What you
Are going
To say
And when
You do
I’ll know
For sure
That what
We had
Can be
No more
For getting me
To agree
You always seemed
To have the knack
But I’ve been moving on
All summer long
And now I know
I’ll never look back
How could let
This happen?
Why didn’t you
Just say?
If you’d just
Been honest
And kept
Your promise
I’d’ve forgiven you
Anyway
Do you ever
Think of me
When you’re lying
In her bed?
Because I don’t ever
Think of you
Happy she’s stuck with you
Instead
Quite often
I wonder
If it was you
All along
But now
You’re out there
Swooning
To somebody else’s song
Looking back
I think
I always knew
We’d never make it
Xxx
What do we have here?
He said
Hand snaking
Towards his crotch
I really can’t be arsed
She said
So I’ll just sit here
And watch
I always knew
He’d break my heart
And in the end
He did
Not because
He’d never wed
But since I’m here
And he is dead
Heavy is
The head
That wears
The crown
Heavy is
The heart
That’s been
Let down
Is it really
Any wonder
Why I no longer
Sleep with men
When all they’ve done
Is let me down
Time
And time again
It matters not
In the end
If from a woman
Or a man
Sometimes
All you can do
Is to take
Whatever you can
I just thought
I’d call
He said
To check
That you’re ok
You are
So very kind
She said
To care for me
That way
I’ll also ask
While I’m on
He said
If there’s anything
I can do?
I’m sure
I’ll be fine
She said
To me this
Is nothing new
Such an intriguing web
Of tales you spin
All to hide
From what lurks within
These scars
Are the
Remainder
Of everything
You killed
So now
They’re my
Reminder
That I know
How to rebuild
I understand
It takes time
For wounds
Like these
To heal
But I got bored
Of myself
Years ago
So fuck knows
How you feel
I love to spend
Time with you
Just chatting
Is so much fun
But if I think
Of us both in bed
All I can see
Inside my head
Is how quickly
That spark
Would be gone
If only you
Could feel my pain
You’d never speak
To him again
If we take away
The anger
The frustration
And the pain
It’s pretty clear
Neither one of us
Has anything
To gain
After all
Is said
And done
I think
It’s time
We both
Move on
Now that all
Is said
And done
I know
That you
Were never
“The one”
I remember
When you asked
And all too quckly
I said no
Now I wonder
Having made that blunder
Just how far
I would go
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