It's like I'm an alien.
Cast adrift on the wrong planet,
Slowly waving cheerio to the spacecraft as it departs.
'Please, don't leave me behind...'
(Originally Posted 06.03.2019)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
It's like I'm an alien.
Cast adrift on the wrong planet,
Slowly waving cheerio to the spacecraft as it departs.
'Please, don't leave me behind...'
(Originally Posted 06.03.2019)
If this is how life is going to be
Then I wish to play no part.
I have neither the strength nor the desire
To risk another broken heart.
(Originally Posted 19.05.2019)
What do you do when there’s nothing left
When your darkest thoughts you’ve mined?
Perhaps a delve back into the past
For any gems you’ve left behind?
With my third year on WordPress approaching
I’m taking a look back inside my head
So apologies if you see what you’ve seen before
But it’ll be words I still need said
It’s like living in a film
Where someone else has pressed Play
You are unable to Rewind
And you cannot hit Pause
To Fast Forward is inconceivable
As all you want to do is Stop
And Eject
(Originally Posted 17.05.2019)
What would it take
For you to notice me
Wear a skimpy dress
Paint my lips so readily
Well all I have is my words
So I guess that counts me out
As there’s nothing at all about them
That suggests I’d like to hangout
‘Stop dreaming of the quiet life
’cause it’s the one we’ll never know…’
‘I really can’t help it.
It’s either this,
Or prison.’
I’ve never met anyone else
Who could spin a tale like you
Who tied people in knots with laughter
Who turned the air so cheekily blue
You were a master of your trade
The likes of which there’ll only ever be one
I’ll never forget your stories
Even now you’re gone
You’ll always be my hero
And a treasure to many more
I hope one day we’ll meet again
My Glaswegian raconteur
Xxx
I’ve dreamt of you before
She said
And I didn’t fall for you then
Well I’m here in real life now
He said
So let me try again
Throwing up the contents
Of yet another hateful day
Wondering why I ever made
This ridiculous choice to stay
I
think
you
might
expire
He
said
If
your
sigh
gets
any
heavier
Well,
I guess
I'd be
better
off
She
said
Now
he's
agreed
to marry
her
Has
anyone
ever
told
you to
stop
He
said
With
these
bullshit
rhymes
you
spew
Oh
many,
many
times
She
said
And
I told
them
to piss
off
too
Plus the grief
Of their families
Too
You can shove
Your sorrys
Up your arse,
Boris
As this buck stops
With you
Oh, I’ll point many a finger
In order to right these wrongs
But for her I’ll reserve
The most passion and verve
And the sharpest of razor like tongues
You think you know me so well
Yet you haven’t got a clue
For if you did
You’d see how I hid
All that I was from you
This back and forth
Between us both
Has certainly served a purpose
But now we know
Our virtue exists
Merely on the surface
And so it begins
The incessant counting
The overthinking
The fear mounting
That impending doom
Will certainly strike
If I do not get
This pattern right
I only ever wanted you
But then he arrived instead
Now there’s no chance
In any circumstance
Of you sleeping in my bed
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s that you can’t skip the stages
Even if moving forward
Feels like it’s taking fucking ages
If you jump too far forward
You only fall further back
And all you do is store your pain
For further down the track
‘How many times I’ve saved myself…’
‘When the seagulls
Follow the trawler
It’s because
They think sardines
Will be thrown
Into the sea’
The tears I cried
When you died
Will never fully dry
For with each day
Dawns a new array
Of pain I can’t deny
Xxx
Just keep calm
Don’t let them see
They’ll leave you alone
If you just agree
I
shall
make it
My
life's
work
To
ensure
this
Is
never
repeated
That
never
again
Will
I fall
in love
With
someone so
conceited
If nothing else
She said
I had my dreams
…
Maybe if you
Could just look
Look inside your heart
For a minute
You would see
What you did to me
Was a heinous crime
To commit
If we were to meet again
I’d simply walk on by
I’d turn my head away from you
Try not to catch your eye
For I could not do this again
Your loss has left me broken
No, I’d simply walk on by
With nary a word spoken
Time moves on
Yet I’m stood still
Fading away
Losing the will
As each second
Passes me by
I can’t forget
Or stop asking why
My heart
belongs
to the
Highlands
Of
that
there
is no
doubt
I
pray
for
the
day
I
drive
all
that
way
And my
heart
just
gives
out
You come for me again
My friend
And events will turn apace
Your head will spin
As that shit eating grin
Is wiped right off your face
I’ll keep my own counsel
As they say
And I won’t say a word
Until, that is,
He comes to find me
Then I’ll make sure my voice is heard
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