Enjoying
the
silence
With my
pictures
of you
Running
to your
heart to
be near
And
although
pleasures
remain
As you
fall into
my arms
Equally,
so does
the pain
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Enjoying
the
silence
With my
pictures
of you
Running
to your
heart to
be near
And
although
pleasures
remain
As you
fall into
my arms
Equally,
so does
the pain
What
is
wrong
with
you
He
said
Why
can’t
you
just
try
your
best?
I
honestly
don’t
know
She
said
It’s
an
illness,
I guess
What’s
that
I
hear
you
cry
Don’t
stand
at your
grave
and
weep
I
wouldn’t
piss
on it
If it
was on
fire
You
fucking
egotistical
creep
Focus
on what
you can
control
And
leave
behind
what
you
can’t
That
way
you’ll
find
Bob’s
your
uncle
And
Fanny
really
is your
Aunt
I remember
When I thought
it was youAnd
I made my
feelings
plainBut
then
I met
himAnd within
seconds
I knewI’d never
think about youAgain
It’s
5.56am
already
And
what
do I
have
to
show
Nothing
but a
bleeding
nose
And
an
empty
bag
of
blow
Well
I guess
that’s it
Our
time
has
passed
But
no one
can say
It
hasn’t
been a
blast
Bleeding
From
the
inside
out
What
the
fuck
Is
that
all
about?
But a
painful
reminder
That
for
one
week
in
four
You’re
here to
procreate
And
nothing
more
You
really
are
He
said
Without
doubt
The
most
depressing
woman
I’ve
met
Really
She
said
That
is a
shame
As
you
ain’t
seen
nothing
yet
They
say
there’s
someone
for
everyone
But
how
can
that
possibly
be?
I’m
surprised
anyone
can
find
anyone
Trapped
in
this
insanity
Enjoy this night
Wherever you are
You deserve it
Even from afar
JFT97
If
you
weep
a little
louder
They
might
hear
you
at the
back
Just
don’t
expect
that
I’ll
listen
As
on me
your
tears
fall
flat
If
I can’t
speak
to you
anymore
Then
who
else is
going to
listen?
There’s
not
many
that
can
tolerate
My
incessant
whining
and
bitching
It
matters
not
If
I go
out
Or if
I stay
at home
As
either
way
It’s
clear
to me
I’ll
always
be alone
Why
don’t
you
Swap
places
with me
Sink
to the
depths
That
I have
been
For
if you
suffered
The
way
I do
Perhaps
you’d
feel
The
same
way
too
Ah well
What the heck
Put your hand
Around my neck
And squeeze
Continue to enjoy
Your sweet little lives
And act as you see fit
I’m just relieved
I no longer suffer
The toxicity that lies
Beneath it
Falling
Tumbling
Through the air
Wondering
What it’s like
Down there
People standing
With faces aghast
Yet I don’t care
As I breathe my last
I’ll
take
your
hand
If
you
are
frightened
I’ll
hold
you
hair
If
you
get
sick
I’ll
even
lead
you
To
the
path
of
enlightenment
If
you’re
really
fucking
quick
Keep
hold
of
those
who
love
you
And
fuck
the
ones
that
don’t
They’ll
be the
ones
who
burn
in
hell
And
you’ll
be the
one
that
won’t
When I was told
What did unfold
I’ll admit that
I was envious
For you achieved
Of what I dream
As my will to live
Is tenuous
You’ll
never
copeShe
saidWhen
this
happens
to youI
knowHe
saidI’m
dreading
it too
Not
the
best
at
being
loved
But
pretty
good
at
loving
Not
the
best
at
being
pushed
But
pretty
good
at
shoving
How will you know
She said
If it’s her or me?
I have no idea
He said
Confusedly
Imagine
what you
could
achieveHe
saidIf only
you just
tried
harderI’ve
done all
I can
to stay
aliveShe
saidI can’t
possibly
go any
farther
Try
as I
may
With
all
of my
might
I
have
no
idea
Where
I’ll
sleep
tonight
We
need
to end
this
She
said
This
relationship
is toxic
Then
why
when
we’re
together
He
said
Are
things so
incredibly
erotic
What
doesn’t
kill me
might
make
me
strongerBut
it
also
makes
me
sickSo
shove
your
aphorisms
up
your
arseYou
condescending
prick
Back here alone
In this room again
With the darkness
My old friend
Praying for someone
My wounds to tend
Ever hopeful
This pain will end
Although
it seems
I’ve
lost
my wayI’d
like to
make it
back
somedayNow all
I can
do is
hope
and
prayThat
you
won’t
lead me
further
astray
Love’s
young
dream
we
weren’t
We
were
hardly
even
the
old
But
if
we
met
again
I’d
still
be
your
friend
If
the
truth
be
told
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