Maybe
you’ll
change
your
mind
Or
maybe
you
won’t
But
one
thing
is for
sure
You’ll
regret
it if
you
don’t
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Maybe
you’ll
change
your
mind
Or
maybe
you
won’t
But
one
thing
is for
sure
You’ll
regret
it if
you
don’t
Isn’t
it
funny
How
the
world
turns
And
yet
deep
inside
My
heart
still
burns
For
another
chance
At
somekind
of
romance
With
someone
Other
than
you
I do
appreciate
what
we’ve
got
But
lament
what
could
have
been
You
and
me
together
forever
With
nobody
inbetween
No.
I’m
not
doing
it.You
can’t
make
me.Oh…
Whatever
it is you
want
from me
I just
don’t
have it
to give
As I’m
focusing
all of my
attention
On
finding
reasons
to live
This
can’t
go on
We
mustn’t
continue
As the
guilt is
seeping
Into
every
sinew
It
has to
stop
It
shouldn’t
have
started
As
we
made a
mockery
Of our
dearly
departed
If only
I believed
you
Things
would be
so different
If only I
was who
you see
Life
could be
magnificent
When
change
is
thrust
upon you
It
really
makes
you
wonder
Can I
make
it to
pastures
new
Or
will I
just fail
and go
under?
When
the
day
comes
for
you
to
find
me
Please
remember
to
lock
the
door
behind
me
As
bad
decisions
come
back
to say
hello
I
wish
I
knew
what
to do
For
now
my
life
has
fallen
apart
And it
feels
so
empty
without
you
I’ve been
thinking
it over
again
And I
have
changed
my mind
If there’s
one thing
I don’t
regret
It’s
leaving
you
behind
Neither of
us knows
If the life
we chose
Will work out
for the best
Just
because
you can
Doesn’t
mean you
should
Just
because
I can
Doesn’t
mean I
would
It can
be a
hard
lesson
to learnWhen
you’re
at the
point of
no returnThat
nobody
actually
gives
a shitWhether
you decide
to stay
or to
end it
Nobody knows
that pain
more than meIf only there
was a way to
make you seeIf you could
just set
yourself freeHow much
happier
you would be
If only
I had
stayed
here
I’d have
known
what it
was like
To
live a
life of
happiness
Instead
of one
so full
of spite
I only want
what’s best
for you,
he said,
even if it’s
not what’s
best for meI just
want this
to end,
she said,
I simply
want to
be free
This was the wrong choice
Said the spider to the fly
I think we should returnI suppose you’re right
Said the fly to the spider
When will we ever fucking learn?
Fuck this shit
Said the spider to the fly
I really can’t be arsedI agree entirely
Said the fly to the spider
I’m done with this farce
No!
No!
No!
Yes!
Yes!
Yes!
How am
I supposed
to decide
what to do
When my
head is
in such
a mess?
Sometimes I do.
Sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes I will
Sometimes I won’t.
Deal with it.
Or don’t.
I’m not bothered either way.
You were
always so
terrified
that I
would leave.When,
after all
was said
and done,
I was the
only one
who stayed.
He was everything to me for such a long time.
I loved him like I’ll never love anyone ever again.
But then he died.
Now he is your silent teacher.
And I’m so proud of him.