You may have saved me on occasion
But you have betrayed me too
So don’t make out you’re innocent
From what you’ve made me do
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You may have saved me on occasion
But you have betrayed me too
So don’t make out you’re innocent
From what you’ve made me do
If no one saw
But us two
Then who is to say
It happened
If we promise
Never to tell
Then no one else
Need be saddened
I’m sorry you think I’ve missed you
As I haven’t given one fuck
If you thought you mattered
And my life is shattered
Well then you’re shit out of luck
If you continue to push this
She said
And I am forced to choose
You really should be prepared
She said
For the fact I won’t pick you
What would you do
If it was you
Would you risk it
Even though
You could lose
—
I have no idea
What I’d do here
So thank fuck
I don’t
Have to choose
If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn’t have let you stay
I’d have made sure
You saw the worst of me
And done my best
To push you away
I will not
Say yes now
Just like I didn’t
Then
I’ve always known
It wasn’t
For me
Even
Way back when
Listening to these old songs
How I wish I could go back
Maybe I’d make different choices
And life wouldn’t be so black
Did I really
Dodge that bullet
Or just hide
Behind you instead
I guess now
We’ll never know
As I’m alive
And you’re dead
I’m sorry I didn’t listen
He said
But I thought I knew it all
Now I’ll watch from the sidelines
She said
And cheer on your downfall
Tell me
Who it works out for
In the end
And don’t lie
Because I’ll know
There’s really no point anymore
Now that joy seems so out of reach
It’s better to go now, than to linger
And to practice what I preach
‘You could have achieved so much more, if you weren’t so fucking insecure’
– Me
(Originally Posted 19.07.2019)
Throwing up the contents
Of yet another hateful day
Wondering why I ever made
This ridiculous choice to stay
You really are quite brilliant
They said
Perhaps you should write a book
I doubt anyone would buy it
She said
Knowing my fucking luck
Tell me you don’t want me
And I’ll walk away if I must
But just make sure
Your heart can endure
As you won’t see me again for dust
We can’t both be dreamers
She said
Or nothing will get done
We’ll just have to take it in turns
He said
For us each to have our fun
That’s how you do it,
Boris
Our woman
Has had her say
Now how long
Will it take for you
To protect your people
In the same way?
Let us out
Or lock us in
It doesn’t matter
You’ll never win
For some won’t be told
What to do
You can talk and talk
‘Til your face is blue
But what would help
Is to make a decision
Perhaps then a plan
Would meet less derision
For every day you’re spending
Pissing about like a prick
Lives are needlessly ending
And some don’t give a shit
So come on Boris
Give the public what they want
Just do the job we all pay you for
You fucking fumbling cunt
Let’s both jump
Into this taxi
Please just take me home
And have me
I’m done waiting
Now is our time
Let’s grasp this moment
Whilst we’re in our prime
In the time it took
To load the gun
He realised how
His demons won
I’ve worked it out
How all this will end
And you’ll be pleased to know
I won’t need you, my friend
It broke your heart
But soothed my soul
So one day I know
I’ll pay the toll
I really don't care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you'd choose
If it
is a
choice
Between
land or
sea
I can
tell you
right now
Which
one’s
for me
So I’ll walk away
And say cheerio
To the girl
I used to know
What
happened
the other
night
She
said
Must
never
happen
again
It
pains me
so much
to say it
He
said
But
we are
better off
as friends
Please
just
walk
away
And
take
yourself
off home
I
don’t
want to
talk
I
want
to be
alone
Maybe I’ll drink until I’m sick
Maybe I’ll dance like a prick
Maybe I’ll smoke ten to the dozen
Maybe I’ll put my head in the oven
Either way one thing is true
It’s got fuck all to do with you
Falling
Tumbling
Through the air
Wondering
What it’s like
Down there
People standing
With faces aghast
Yet I don’t care
As I breathe my last
Maybe
you’ll
change
your
mind
Or
maybe
you
won’t
But
one
thing
is for
sure
You’ll
regret
it if
you
don’t
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