Less Bitter, Yet Still Perplexed

I used to be quite angry

But now I just feel numb

It’s not what you’ve said

That’s messed with my head

But everything else you’ve done

01/03/2021 2

The Reality

Life goes on,
now I’m alone,
as tears wash
over me
like rain.

Time moves on,
as I come undone,
with fear that
I’ll never
love again.

(Originally Posted 10.07.2019)

22/02/2021 14

Two Faced

You will never beat me,

So please don’t even try.

I could choose to hurt you,

To really make you cry.

But I’m the better person,

Of that I have no doubt.

So just carry on with your bullshit,

Because you’ll never drive me out.

(Originally Posted 02.06.2019)

22/02/2021 24

No Love Lost

Roses are red

Violets are blue

I may very well

Have been a cunt

But so, my dear, have you

15/02/2021 31

Best Fri(end)

I
never
thought

This
would
be

How
all
this
would
end

Me
living
here
alone

Without
my
best
friend

(Originally Posted 21.06.2019)

14/02/2021 14

The Night Before…

I keep thinking I’ve forgotten something.

And I have.

You.

(Originally Posted 23.05.2019)

09/02/2021 24

Cheats Never Prosper

If there’s one thing I’ve learned

It’s that you can’t skip the stages

Even if moving forward

Feels like it’s taking fucking ages

If you jump too far forward

You only fall further back

And all you do is store your pain

For further down the track

23/01/2021 11

Sown Up

I don’t feel better

I haven’t forgotten

I’ve just stopped telling you

How I feel

15/12/2020 13

The High Road

You can fuck off now

I’ve had enough

I no longer care

For this selfish stuff

But you should know

And I mean to be blunt

Maybe I wasn’t always right

But you were always a cunt

14/12/2020 48

I Don’t Need You – Not That I Ever Did

I am no longer who I was

I am now someone more

And although I’m alone

I’ll find my own way home

That’s for fucking sure

03/12/2020 14

Ain’t Life Grand

We 
only
really 
reached 
halfway 

When
you
went 
and
died 
on me

Now
what 
was
once
bright 
is grey

As 
I deal 
with 
life's
debris

02/12/2020 6

Ontology

Who am I now?

What should I do?

Why am I still here?

When I could be with you?

Xxx

30/11/2020 6

Regret (2)

Considering
everything
I’ve given
up

My
life is
finally
on track

It’s just
a shame
I didn’t
know
how

All
of
this
would
work
out

And
left
you
standing
a while
back

17/11/2020 7

No Matter What?

How
long
will
you

Be
here
for
me

When
your
own
tradegy
strikes

What
will
happen

To
our
love

When
your
reality
bites?

13/11/2020 10

Sweet Nothings

Do
you
say
those
things

To
someone
else

Now
you
don’t
say
them
to me?

Does
it
make
me
pathetic

My
thoughts
so
frenetic

That
these
things
still
bother
me?

09/11/2020 4

Old News

Some
people
may
have
already

But
I can
never
forget

For
even
after
all
this
time

I’m
still
fucked
in the
head

21/10/2020 13

Just Passing By

Was it you

That was

The one

For me

But a future

Between us

I just

Could not see

I suppose

That now

None of that

Even matters

For you’ve

Moved on

While I’m left

In tatters