I really don’t mean to be harsh
Or in any way uncouth
But there’s nothing
More fucking annoying
Than the innocence of youth
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I really don’t mean to be harsh
Or in any way uncouth
But there’s nothing
More fucking annoying
Than the innocence of youth
I don’t care
That you didn’t mean it
Or if just to deflect
You moved to attack
As now I know how you seethe
Underneath
And you can never take that back
Please don’t act
Like you asked
When you
Just fucking took it
There’s no hiding the fact
It wasn’t lawful contact
However
You fucking put it
I guess you’re all there
Outside together
Enjoying the food
And this change in weather
Swapping your stories
Of the week’s events
As you wait for the last
Course to commence
Well don’t mind me
As I sit here and smoke
Hoping for the day
When you all choke
And die
I don’t think
I’m entirely blameless
I’m not that
Self absorbed
Or shameless
But it wasn’t my doing
Nor was it my fault
That things came to such
To an abrupt halt
I said some things
That were unkind
But in my defence
I had lost my mind
Whereas her behaviour
Had no justification
She practically revelled
In my flagellation
So when it comes
To my ‘tirades’
At least it’s with words
And not razor blades
The Tirade
Don’t stop me now
I’m on a roll
Saying my piece
Letting this shit go
It was you who did this to us
You see
You’re the arsehole here
Not me
(Originally Posted 08.02.2022)
‘You are my new inspiration…
My muse
And I mean that not as a compliment’
When
they
came
to take
me away
They
asked if
I had
anything
to say
And so
it was
the truth
I uttered
That you
never
knew
which
side
Your
bread
was
buttered
Lighting The Touchpaper (Part Three)
So
they
put
the
fire
out,
did
they?
All
blaring
sirens
and
flashes
Well
don’t
mind
me
As I
stand
here
with
glee
And
piss
upon
your
ashes
(Originally Posted 31.08.2019)
Lighting The Touchpaper (Part Two)
Now I
finally
know
the
truth
There
is no
turning
back
So
enjoy
the
burn
Motherfucker
Until
your
lips
turn
black
(Originally Posted 31.08.2019)
Lighting The Touchpaper (Part One)
Did
you
ever
love
me
Or
was
this
just
a joke?
I
need
to know
the
truth,
you see
Before
your
house
goes
up in
smoke
(Originally Posted 31.08.2020)
It was easier when I was angry
When I was filled with hate
When I wanted nothing more
Than your head on a plate
It’s harder now I’m ‘better’
As the bitterness subsides
For all I have been left with
Is this hollowness inside
Down a shot
Smoke a blunt
Either way
You’re still a cunt
Call me your sweetheart again
She said
And I’ll punch you in the face
For you never earned that right
She said
In the first fucking place
You’re lucky
I was out just then
And that I didn’t see
Your call
For if I had
I would’ve gone mad
And ended this
Once and for all
My eyes weep
As my heart aches
I hope you’re happy now
My mind breaks
As my guts bleed
I hope you’re happy now
My soul scars
As you leave
I hope you’re happy now
(Originally Posted 21.03.2019)
You have no heart
You have no soul
Just crawl back
Into whatever hole
You came from
And die, motherfucker, die
(Originally Posted 03.08.2019)
Maybe if you
Could just look
Look inside your heart
For a minute
You would see
What you did to me
Was a heinous crime
To commit
You come for me again
My friend
And events will turn apace
Your head will spin
As that shit eating grin
Is wiped right off your face
You’d never burn in hell
Would you?
You’re far too cool for that
Shame, really
As it’s all you deserve
For being such a twat
So
this
was
always
the plan
then,
was it?
To
spend
my life
all on
my own
Well
you can
fuck
your
destiny
bullshit,
my friend
Put
that
on my
gravestone
Like a
birdTrapped
in it’s
cageI sing
of love
and
lamentBleeding
introspective
rageAnd
bitter
discontent
If we
went
down
to the
woods
todayThere
would
be no
big
surpriseFor
you
and
I knowWith
just
one
blowI’d
leave
you
bleeding
between
the eyes
Enjoy
your
cake
You
fat
fucking
snake
I hope
you
choke
and
die
Don’t
mind
me
As I
drink
my
tea
And
watch
the
world
go by
You
really
are
such a
prick
I don’t
know
how you
can show
face
That
you think
this can
be fixed
quickly
Is an
absolute
fucking
disgrace
It’s
not
only
my
heart
that
bleeds
As
you
take
care
of
your
own
needs
Just shut up
You stupid cunts
It is nearly quarter to four
Just go home
To bitch and moan
And stop banging on the floor!
Well done you.
Seriously.
I really am
so pleased.
That’s another
innocent person,
you have brought
to their knees.
You’ve achieved
legendary status,
To that we
can all attest.
For when it comes
to fucking people up,
You really are
the best.
You
can
cry
All
you
want
But
it’s
your
fault
It’s
come
to
this
You’re
the
one
Who
led
me
on
And
it
was
you
Who
took
the
piss
I
see
you
standing
up there
Before
those
huge
stained
glasses
Conjuring
up
your
scripture
Designed
to
terrify
the
masses
You
may
well
fool
some
people
Maybe
the ill
or weak
of mind
But
I’ll
be free
of you
one day
Leaving
the
bullshit
you
preach
behind
I
expected
better
from
you
I
thought
you at
least had
a backbone
I guess
you’ve
got more
to lose
than me
If
you had
to go
through
life alone
What are you
inviting me for?
After all
this time
I was sure you
had eradicated me
From the
family line
Well, let me save
you the bother
I wouldn’t even
want to come
Not unless I’d
get two free shots
With a fucking
sawn off shot gun
Life is
just so
cruel
at timesIt
makes
me want
to shoutFor if
there is
a God
up thereWhat the
fuck is
all this
about?!
Spread
all the
lies
And
bullshit
you want
But it’ll
always
be you
That
acted like
a cunt
Words
can
never do
justiceTo the
utter
hatred
I feelFor all
the pain
you’ve
caused meFor these
wounds
that will
not healYou are
just
utterly
contemptibleTruly
bitter
and
twistedTo try to
make amends
now is
lamentableAs from
now on
you never
existed
Why do
you get to
be happy
again
When
I don’t?
Why do
you get
to love
again
When
I won’t?
It’s killing me. This guilt. Every time I go out. I speak to someone and I feel guilty for laughing. I talk about you and I feel guilty for crying. I feel like every one is watching me, secretly whispering, and I feel guilty for being such an arrogant prick. I think everyone is judging me, pitying me and I feel guilty for not having more faith in people.
So I’m just going to stop going out. As it will finish me off eventually. This guilt.
Paltry, trite sentiment
Faux hurt and pain
Superficial, artificial compassion
Feigned sadness and tears
You've got no fucking idea how this really feels
Grief Vampire
Just piss off back to your crypt
And leave me in peace