The hordes gather outside your hotel window.
Laughing,
Joking,
Having fun.
You wish you had the guts to be more like them.
Prettier,
Funnier,
More confident.
Instead you’re sitting in here alone with the curtains drawn.
With nothing but your ‘I Hate People’ badge for company.
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
Oh boy. I can so damn relate to this. Even if I’m put in a crowd full of “outside world”. I’ll still be a loner .
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We can be loners together Sid 🖤
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I have relinquished my hallucination that I belong….I’d rather be alone than wrong 😉
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Very brave of you! 👍 Still, it can hurt sometimes when you realise ‘normal’ is not an option 🖤
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The “normal” I’ve seen…is not something I’d like to be part of…..at 47……I’m okay to be that old lady that wanders off into the woods to never return. Oh…hells yes did I suffer when younger……”odd ball out wasn’t fun”….nope…..please don’t make me do it over!??!! Reincarnation sounds like hell to me!! (hahah)
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Many things certainly do ease with time that’s for sure … I’m not sure about my thoughts on Reincarnation to be honest… More rumination required on that one… 😁🖤
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This really resonated with me! ❤ As someone used to be a shy introvert, I can definitely empathise with this.
Turns out its a blessing in disguise during COVID, who knew? 😷
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Tell me about it! 😁
I’ve been trying to socially distance since I was a kid! 🤣😜🖤
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