If we are out
In the dead of night
And by chance
Our eyes should meet
What happens next
Will not be short
And it certainly
Won’t be sweet
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If we are out
In the dead of night
And by chance
Our eyes should meet
What happens next
Will not be short
And it certainly
Won’t be sweet
I always thought
It would be you
Who’d save me
I never dreamed
It would be you
Who’d break me
Call yourself a friend
When you left me here alone
When you couldn’t even be bothered
To visit or lift the phone
Call yourself a friend
When you all you did was make me frown
When you were only happy
If you were putting me down
Call yourself a friend
When you never gave me any advice
Well I know what I’d call you
And it isn’t very nice
You throw your cups and your insults
Because of the colour of my skin
I’ll just keep scoring goals
And celebrating with a grin
He said that he
Would be back next week
As he packed a bag
And kissed my cheek
I can’t take any more of this
You’re really hurting my head
So please stop talking
And just start walking
Leaving me the fuck alone instead
There it goes
The last glimmer of humanity
Flushed down the bog
Along with my sanity
Remember when I told you
I wished that I was dead
And you thought it was all
Just nonsense in my head
Well maybe now you’ll realise
You will finally get to see
The worst thing that you ever did
Was not to believe me
For someone who doesn’t care
You sure do talk a lot
You can wear
Flowers in your hair
Use your words
So elegantly
But it matters not
I couldn’t care a jot
For you’ll always be ugly
To me
You only get one chance with me
And you blew it good and proper
Now it’s not about forgiveness
It’s all about my honour
Down a shot
Smoke a blunt
Either way
You’re still a cunt
I didn’t think
There was anything else
You could do to anger me
But then you go
And confront me with
A fucking awful cup of tea
Even if I had any fucks left
I still wouldn’t give one to you
You were always going to die
Before me
We were resigned to that fate
But it shouldn’t have been
When you were forty five
And I was thirty eight
Xxx
Call me your sweetheart again
She said
And I’ll punch you in the face
For you never earned that right
She said
In the first fucking place
If I had the words
I would speak them
But you were lucky
I did not
It will always be
My deepest regret
I never gave
As much as I got
I took care of everything
But no one took care of me
Did it even occur to you
All that I had been through
And what was then my reality
You’re like an itch
That even though
I scratch until I bleed
Will not go away
All that time
I blamed myself
When you were the one who lied
You have no idea
How much I wish
It wasn’t him, but you, who died
Go ahead and cry
Motherfucker
I really wish you would
For we’ll see tomorrow
If this little stage show
Has done you any good
You don’t like me
I don’t like you
So let’s just leave it at that
For anything else
Is irrelevant
You arrogant little twat
You were just pissed off
That he never wanted a place
You never really understood
What he was trying to embrace
That’s why you weren’t involved
And the reason we no longer speak
I’m just glad he wasn’t around
To see the damage you would wreak
You were the light
To my shade
The sunshine
To my rain
That is why
I can’t forgive you
For causing me
All this pain
You’re lucky
I was out just then
And that I didn’t see
Your call
For if I had
I would’ve gone mad
And ended this
Once and for all
I didn’t ask for your opinion
In fact you’ve got a cheek
Now kindly piss off
You supercilious toff
Or I’ll knock you into next week
You’ve been on my mind a lot more
Lately
Which really does trouble me
Greatly
You see my memories are at best
Hazy
So trying to remember drives me
Crazy
Don’t come crawling back now
Amazed at what you find
For I’m the one
Who carried on
When you left me behind
My eyes weep
As my heart aches
I hope you’re happy now
My mind breaks
As my guts bleed
I hope you’re happy now
My soul scars
As you leave
I hope you’re happy now
(Originally Posted 21.03.2019)
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I may very well
Have been a cunt
But so, my dear, have you
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