I try to write but the words fail.
Sit, think, smoke, exhale.
As I reach for the coffee cup,
I wonder if my time is up.
Have I forgotten you,
Is that what this is?
The reason I can no longer write this shit?
Or could it be this depression is finally lifting?
Maybe the all encompassing darkness is shifting?
Perhaps after all this time my heart is mended.
And my love affair with words has ended.
(Originally Posted 11.08.2019)
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 
Did you write this based off of me? 😂💙 Relatable and beautiful
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You did inspire me to write this one Sid! I wondered if you would read it 😁🖤
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I was joking? 😂😂😂. But thanks, glad I could be of some help💙💙
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Haha! What can I say … Your current situation inspired me, even if you are not feeling inspired yourself!
😁🖤
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Ooof! You know what actually, Everything’s going well as of now. I wrote a lot today 😁😁💙
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Ooof! You know what actually, Everything’s going well as of now. I wrote a lot today 😁😁💙
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Excellent. I’m so glad to hear it! Looking forward to reading some more posts when you’re ready 👍🖤
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😁😁😁💙
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wow. so simple yet so significant.
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Thanks! I’m glad you liked it 👍🖤
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Lovely.
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Thank you! You really are too kind! Although I am glad you’re enjoying reading though! 👍🖤
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Well apparently you got it back and found your voice again, along with your pen. 🙂💙💙
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Haha! Guess we’ll see what year three brings! 🤔😁🖤
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Yes we will! 😁💙
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😁🖤
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Reblogged this on About the Jez of It and commented:
Nice one, says it all
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Aw, you’re too kind 👍
And thank you for the reblog! 🖤🖤
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Most welcome
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👍🖤
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Though I hope your love affair with words isn’t over I do hope you’ve found some healing from the pain of the past 💗
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It’s certainly been an interesting trip down memory lane this last month, that’s for sure.
I’ve come across a lot of poems I don’t remember writing and a lot I remember writing as if it were yesterday. I don’t think I realised just how dissociated I was back then. I’m glad the worst of that is over and, at least in part, the depression continues to lift.
Words wise I guess we’ll have to see what year three on WordPress brings – starting tomorrow. I’m not making any many promises… 😉🖤
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I forgot to pay attention to the date of when this was written. I’m glad too that the worst is over. It’s a strange feeling to stumble over forgotten writings from the past.
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It certainly has been.
Who knows what the future holds, but I guess with every day resilience builds if nothing else… 🖤🖤
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You are all kinds of wonderful. I like reading older poems of poets, it’s amazing how different seasons of life are expressed.
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Aw, thank you so much my friend! But you really are far too kind 👍🖤
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Super. Different way to think of writer’s block as happening: the mend being the end.
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Definitely.
It’s something I was worried about even back then it seems – although I’m still here so I guess that’s something! 😁🖤
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