I thought
talking
would make
it easierBut if
anything
it’s made
it worseIt seems
there’s
nothing
I can doTo rid
myself
of this
curse
The Trouble With Juniper
Nobody
knows
the
trouble
I’ve seen
The loves
and the
losses and
everything
in-between
On one
too many
gin bottles
I have
relied
To keep
all of my
secrets
hidden
inside
Sunrise
I woke
up crying
again today
So much so
I struggled
to breathe
How much
longer must
I endure this?
When is
there an end
to this grief?
All My Fault
If there was
another way
of dealing
with this shitI wish
now that I
could’ve
chosen itThen I
wouldn’t have
relied so
much on youAnd your
heart wouldn’t
also be torn
in two
NUMB
I
didn’t
think
It
would
be
like
this
Whatever
this
is
You Deserve More
I wish you
could see
yourself with a
different view
And know
there are so
many things to
love about you
My only hope
is that she
will see it
again soon too
Then perhaps
you could both
just stop
making do
A New Dawn
Everything
changed
when I
walked out
of thereThe feel of
the breeze
and the
warmth
of the airFor once
in my life
I just
stopped
fightingAnd I
suddenly
found life
much more
inviting
Done
Fuck you,
And your pathetic little smile.
Fuck you,
And your poisonous bile.
Fuck you,
And your disingenuous chatter.
Fuck you,
For you no longer matter.
At all,
To me.
A Solo Affair
I’m fine
by myself
without
all of
that
Just me
here
alone
in my
own flat
I don’t
need to
feel anyone
else’s
touch
As frankly
I never
really
liked it
much
Killing Time
Why do I
find the
wait so
hard?Is it
ego?Is it
pride?Or is it
because
I need you
to proveThat I’m not
completely
dead
inside?
That Split Second
When I saw you
sleeping there
I couldn’t help
but stop and stare
Probably because
I was drunk too
Although nowhere
near as drunk as you
I had to walk over
and poke the bear
Random #19
It
just
fucking
hurts
A Risky Business
We really
shouldn’t
do this,
she said,
it’s not
the right
timeIt’s now
or never,
he said,
for I’ll
soon be
past my
prime
Run Like The Wind
After
every
high
There is
the inevitable
low
And she’s coming
for me again,
I know
I feel her
getting closer
and closer each day
And this time
she’s going
to make me pay
Angels & Devils
Good men
do bad things
And good
women do too
If I was ever that way
inclined again
I’d do bad things
with you
The Truth
If you
knew
the
truth
about meYou
would
run
away
and hideYou
wouldn’t
waste
another
minuteOn
someone
so
rotten
inside
Happy
I
miss
you,I
miss
us,I wish we
could just
go back,To
how it
wasBefore
all
of this.Before
things turned
to shitAnd we
were
happy.Because
we were
happy.I
was
happy.Wasn’t I?
Vicious Cycle
I’ll be here
to catch you
when you fallAnd I’ll be here
to push you
back down tooTrapped in
our own
vicious cycleStuck together,
forever,
like glue
Once In A Lifetime
I’m
scared
that
the
spell
is
now
broken
and
our
future
conversations
will
just
become
a
token
not
only
of the
connection
we once
shared
but
also
of
the
souls
that
we
once
bared
(In) Tense
If only you would
If only you wouldn’t
If only you could
If only you couldn’t
If only I did
If only I didn’t
If only I had
If only I hadn’t
Trip Wires
If
love is
not what
you say
But
what
you do
instead
Then
you’ve
fucked
up
On
both
counts
mate
So be
careful
where you
tread
When Lightning Strikes
It’s like
we’ve been
connected
forever,
he said,
but it’s only
been a minuteHowever long
it’s been,
she said,
I can’t
remember a
life without
you in it
Yes Sir, No Sir
Okay,
okay,
I accept
defeat.
I’ll get up,
get dressed,
drink tea,
eat.
I’ll take
the pills
you say
I need.
I’ll be a
good girl
like we
agreed.
I Can’t Tell You
I can’t
tell
you
how
much
better
I feel
To
know my
feelings
I need
no
longer
conceal
I
can’t
tell you
how much
more open
I am
now
To the
possibility
of loving
someone
again,
someday,
somehow
I’m Sorry
It hurt
to see
the pain
in your
eyesI felt
every
ache
of your
heartIf only
I could
ease the
anguish
you feelBut
I have
no wisdom
left to
impart
The Settlement
I only want
what’s best
for you,
he said,
even if it’s
not what’s
best for meI just
want this
to end,
she said,
I simply
want to
be free
Learning to Fly
No,
she said,
I don’t
think
I canJust
trust me,
he said,
I’ve got
a plan
You’ll Never Know What You Did
Thank you
for helping meTo see all the things
I struggle to seeFor making me laugh
and smile againFor allowing me to feel the sun
and forget about the rain
Fuck Knows
My days
are sad
My nights
are lonely
Fuck knows
if I’ll ever
Only be
true to you
Piercing
It looks
like this
situation
I may have
misjudgedAs not
once did I
think it
would hurt
this much
Coming Home
It’s not
that I
love this
city
It’s that
I love
who I am
when I’m here
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