From this cold embittered heart
I just cannot be prised apart
Like a leech on an open wound
Oh, is there any hope for me
From the past to be set free
And to love again become more attuned?
🖤
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
From this cold embittered heart
I just cannot be prised apart
Like a leech on an open wound
Oh, is there any hope for me
From the past to be set free
And to love again become more attuned?
🖤
You could just say how you feel
He said
Instead of sending me a song
But these folks are professionals
She said
And I’d only get it wrong
Some people stay together
And hate every second of it
But as they’re bound by tradition
They put up with each others shit
They’re worn down day after day
But are far too scared to leave
For of a life full of happiness
They cannot possibly conceive
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
We’ll never be anything more
Than what either of us had hoped
‘I was too busy serving
To listen to the speeches…’
It seems that I am destined
To forever rue the day
I didn’t just pack up my bags
And simply walk away
Run around
Jump up and down
There’s a new love in town!
He’s really neat
And ever so sweet
This black heart skips a beat
I think that now
I’m ready for more
I want him to whisk me
Across the dancefloor
This cannot be
What you want
Surely
It's a joke
For I am not
That kind of woman
And you are not
That bloke
As the hurt starts to subside
And the pain begins to fade
I’m never too far
From the reminder
Grief is still the sharpest blade
I wish that I had asked you more
I wish I’d kissed you each day
I wish that I had really made sure
I wish I’d begged you to stay
Xxx
If I was ever anything
It certainly wasn’t fake
So if you think that’s true
After all I went through
Then that’s your mistake
Love me a little
Hate me a lot
At least I’m not the one
Who thinks they won
Pretending to be someone they’re not
If
you
gave me
half a
chance
I’d
lead
us in
a merry
dance
And
with
just one
intense
glance
You’d be
powerless
to resist
my
advance
Loving
someone
is
painfulEspecially
when
they
can’t
love
you
backIf
only
there
was a
wayThose
feelings
to
allayWithout
the
need
for
Prozac
Your final post
Flashed up today, as a memory
And although just a notification
It meant so much more to me
Xxx
I’m not sure you ever loved me
Or even liked me very much
Perhaps that’s the root
Of all this pain
The lack of human touch
Calm your jets
Drink your tea
If love will wait
Then so can we
All
my
life
I’ve
waited
for this
The
feeling
of certainty
That
thunderbolt
kiss
Do
you
say
those
thingsTo
someone
elseNow
you
don’t
say
them
to me?Does
it
make
me
patheticMy
thoughts
so
freneticThat
these
things
still
bother
me?
It
was so
much
betterWhen
you
were
hereHolding
you
closePulling
you
nearNow
all
that
once
wasHas
gone
awayI’m
left
here
aloneAnd
that’s
not
OKXxx
Looking
up at
youLooking
down
at meI know
this is
whereWe’re
supposed
to be
Should
we
accidentally
meet
On that
busy,
bustling
street
Would
the birds
above us
tweet
As our
hearts
skip a
beat?
Or would I just blether on a whole heap of shite because I’m clinically depressed and unable to formulate a meaningful conversation with anyone of the opposite sex since my partner died so you just give up trying to listen and walk away thinking who the fuck was that lunatic and happily go about the rest of your life whilst I retreat back to my house wondering why the fuck I even bothered going out in the first fucking place?
Some
people
may
have
alreadyBut
I can
never
forgetFor
even
after
all
this
timeI’m
still
fucked
in the
head
I’m
sorry
I told
you
I love
youHe
saidI
just
did it
for
the
craicThere’s
no
need to
apologiseShe
saidJust
don’t
expect
I’ll
say it
back
Let’s
meet
upAnd
misbehaveThen
take
our
secretsTo the
grave
Dearly
belovedWe
are
gathered
here
todayTo
witness
this
couple’s
happinessWe
must
remember,
of course,That
in a
year
they’ll be
divorcedAnd
we’ll
have
forgotten
all this
sappiness
If I
could
take usInto
extra
timeDo
you
thinkYou
could
be mineOr
would
we needTo go
to penalties?
Was it you
That was
The one
For me
But a future
Between us
I just
Could not see
I suppose
That now
None of that
Even matters
For you’ve
Moved on
While I’m left
In tatters
To
all
those
men
out
there
You
know
who
you
are
Breaking
hearts
without
a care
Yet
kissing
better
the
scar
Do
you
think
you
could
just
reign
it in
And
be a
better
man?
For
you
might
be
okay
Living
your
life
that
way
But
I don’t
think
I can
If
I was
to decide
To
leave
this
place
It
would
still
be you
I’d
find
In
any
time or
space
Do
you
still
think
of him
They
ask
Every
single
day
I
reply
Will
you
ever
stop
They
ask
Not
until
the
day
I die
Will
there be
someone
else
for me
Or
will
I forever
remain
bereft?
For
all I’ve
felt is
numb
you see
Ever
since
the day
you
left
‘Hold Me Like This For A Hundred Thousand Million Days…’
If you don’t mean what you say,
Perhaps we should just walk away.
Now.
When
I picture
my
youth
I see
you
and
me
Sitting
beneath
that old
oak tree
You
reading
a book
My
head
on your
shoulder
Both
of us
hoping
The
other
is
bolder
It
was
clear
to meThe
moment
we metThat
you’d
be the
oneI’d
least
regretXxx
Can we go back
To a simpler time
When I was yours
And you were mine?
From
everyone else
At the
time
I picked
you out
To be
mine
To love,
honour
And
obey
And
I did
Until
you
Walked
away
As the
wind
rattles
the
window
pane
I
wonder
is it
cold
where
you are?
Or are
you
now
just
over
heating
In
somebody
else’s
car?
What
holds us
togetherIs a
deep
connectionThat
need
neverBe
in
questionBut
whether
or notIt’s
love
or hateIs very
much
stillUp
for
debate
I
miss
youWhen
my
feet
are
coldAnd
how
youWould
always
warm
them
soXxx
You
can
try
to
imagine
But
you
can
never
know
How
much
it
tore
me
apart
When
I had
to let
him go
Xxx
It
was
awful
to see
you
waste
awayNeither
of us
knowing
whyNow
my
only
hopeIs
you
are
smoking
dopeAt
that
great
gig in
the
skyXxx
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurtAs my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirtXxx
‘You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the moon’
Xxx
Now
we’ll
never
hold
hands
again
Walk
in the
park
or
kiss in
the rain
That
only
fading
memories
of us
remain
Just
breaks
my heart
and fucks
with my
brain
As the
chasm
between
usContinues
to growIt gets
harder
and
harderMy
feelings
to showXxx
And
you
accuse
me of
being
flirtatious?When
your
behaviour
tonight
has been
outrageous!
Who
could
believe
we’d
get
this
That
we’d
ever
again
share
a kiss
That
both
our
hearts
a beat
would
miss
That
we’d be
together
bathed
in bliss
You
wore
your
roll
neck
jumper
So
you
thought
I wouldn’t
see
But
believe
me I
know
full
well
Those
marks
weren’t
left
by me
Do you want to?
Yes.
Will we?
No.
‘…And if all that there is
Is this fear of being used
I should go back to being lonely
And confused…’
I saw you looking
Over dinner
Your smile discreet
Hers a winner
I realised there
Was something more
When she sashayed
To the dance floor
I knew it then
In revelatory style
It’s obvious we
Won’t walk up the ailse
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
My
heart
broke
again
today
When
I saw
you
both
up
there
But
I know
to forever
hold my
peace
So
I just
hid
behind
my
hair
Times
have
changedBut
so
have
IYou
really
were
such a
foolWhen
you
passed
me
by
I remember
When I thought
it was youAnd
I made my
feelings
plainBut
then
I met
himAnd within
seconds
I knewI’d never
think about youAgain
They
say
there’s
someone
for
everyone
But
how
can
that
possibly
be?
I’m
surprised
anyone
can
find
anyone
Trapped
in
this
insanity
Enjoy this night
Wherever you are
You deserve it
Even from afar
JFT97
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